Preparing for the big day
I woke up this morning and thought about what I wanted to do. I decided to change and wash my sheets. I also put things I might need within my reach so that they are accessible. I have my wedge pillow out on my bed and my reacher and new back scratcher as I couldn’t find the one that I had. I had three cups of coffee today. I had to make two calls to the pharmacy to get my meds done. Fucking a. The third one is from Friday and still hasn’t been filled yet. I will go tomorrow to pick them up.
Tomorrow morning I plan on going to the psychology department advising on zoom to get my hold taken off. I can then register for classes next week when registration begins. I have therapy tomorrow too, which is good because I really need to talk about my anxieties, not only with the surgery but with my mother’s illness as well. She isn’t doing too good and we are trying our best to keep her symptoms down.
I had dinner with my family. My sister made lazy man lasagna. It was good. She also made fried zucchini and eggplant. I had some. I love it.
I have been sad the past few weeks. I am going to ask my therapist if this indicates that I am depressed or just sad. I don’t feel suicidal. I am just really down. I haven’t been able to listen to Taylor Swift in a couple of days. I just am not interested in listening to music right now. I know it would probably help distract me but I just don’t feel like it.
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