migraine is killing me today

Migraine killed me today

I woke up in the middle of the night and I knew waking up around 0730 was going to be hard. I set different alarms so I could try to be up and go to my appointment but it didn’t happen. Then I got the worse migraine. I had to cancel therapy. I just stayed in bed until my sisters blew up my phone with text messages. OMG I wanted to throw my phone against the wall. I got up around 1600 or after, I don’t remember. I had two cups of coffee. My head still hurts. I just took some Excedrin migraine pills.

Today is MascMonday for the FTM groups so I posted a pic and someone said I was handsome. It helped my mood because I was feeling really shitty. I definitely wasn’t feeling handsome. It is nice someone else can see it even if I don’t.

My sister made burgers so I had some. I had made fries as that is what I wanted. My sister ate them all. LOL. Burger was good. She gave me some asparagus to make with eggs. I will make it tomorrow morning. I just hope we have eggs. I haven’t bought any in a while.

I am feeling really full. I took my meds early because I ate so much. Last night I made spaghetti and sauce. It was good. I had like a bowl and a half. I couldn’t finish the second bowl. Might have it tomorrow. I am feeling tired even though I just got up.

I have to recommend “What’s The T?” by Juno Dawson. It is a book about transgender and non-binary. It is a really good book. I plan on buying copies and giving them to my transgender program. I am learning a lot about what it is to be trans. Like the author, I am pretty binary in my ways. I think like a man. And there also could be stuff on an MRI that shows that I am a cisgender male, which I find interesting.

I am listening to 1989 again. I had to listen to Blank Space because that is the song I have for my therapist. I’m glad I didn’t see her today. I was feeling so rough earlier. This migraine doesn’t want to go away. I need to do some writing for my book this week. I hope I can get it done. I have a few ideas to work with. I just hope I can expand on them and turn them into pages instead of paragraphs. I also have a couple of questions I want to write for blogs. I just got to do it one of these days. But not when I have a pounding headache.