Early day makes you tired
I woke up around 830am to empty my stupid bladder. I then checked to see if my check came in. It did so I did a little shopping and ordered breakfast with a coffee. I paid my cell bill and signed up for autopay. For some reason, even though my plan is like $85, I am being charged $105. With autopay, I save $5. Pollen count is high today so I have been sneezing my head off. I tried to have a second cup of coffee but I couldn’t finish it. For some reason, I can never drink a second cup. Probably because of the weight loss drug. I blame all my eating issues on it.
I have decided not to get an eye exam this year as I don’t think I need a new prescription. I wish I knew where my prescription was so I could get a new pair of glasses. I like my current one but I would like to change it to something else. For some reason my phone created a video of my selfies so I saw different pairs of glasses on me from over the years. I liked the black frame ones. Those were cool. I have no idea where they are though to get my current prescription in them. But then again, I have no idea where my current prescription is either.
Therapy was about my bitch sister and how she eats my food, particularly my ice cream. I told her how I was struggling to get groceries as I have not been able to for the last maybe three months. I have been swamped with bills and just have done little shopping for absolute necessary things like my half and half and stuff to eat for a week or so. For a few days I lived off peanut butter and jelly sandwiches because I didn’t have anything else to eat. I haven’t bought burgers because I haven’t gone to that particular grocery store in a while. I just been going to the cheaper grocery store and ignore the meat section. I should make a casserole again. That will last me a few days of meals. I told her my bitch sister doesn’t care because she criticizes what I buy. My other sister also criticizes what I buy but understands my money is limited. Bitch doesn’t understand that.
Before therapy, I shaved and trimmed my goatee. I love the feel of my head when it is smooth. I haven’t brushed my teeth yet because while I was shaving, I got a cramp in my arm. I took the puppy for a walk around the block and my back cramped up on me and for some reason, it has continued. I need to take Ativan tonight. Maybe a pain med too as my ankle is hurting now. Been hurting the last few days. I have been ignoring it, pretending it doesn’t hurt, which is hard to do some days. I have to get up early tomorrow for the ultrasound. I need to be fasting. I will need to take my meds with a minimal amount of fluid. I got brain fog right now and it was so hard to do the simple math of when I needed to start the fast. I need sleep.
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