boring Tuesday

Boring Tuesday

It’s 75 degrees in Boston today. I am topless. I plan on showering sometime today. I need to clear my bed off. Ugh. I hate that it takes me days to do and then it takes a few minutes to change the bedding and put on clean sheets.

My therapist ended our therapist. She said that I no longer want to continue with treatment. I do but not with her. She said she was going to let my psychiatrist know this. I don’t fucking care. The guy sees me every two months so what the hell does he know about my life? We talk maybe 15 minutes and he says we go for 30 min. it’s a scam. I am hoping being out of therapy helps somewhat. I don’t know how long I will be out of therapy. My depression isn’t really bad and things are going some what ok right now. I know when the fall starts and school anxiety kicks in it will be a challenge.

I slept late today. It wasn’t intentional. I was hoping to be up around 10 and ended up waking up around 12. Oh well. I made some stuff to eat. I made a pasta salad. It was good. I am still kind of hungry but I don’t know what I want to eat. My cousin will be taking me to the grocery store tomorrow. I need to get a few things.

any thoughts?