who’s going to hold you like me?

Who’s going to hold you like me?

I had a difficult time sleeping last night, again. I woke up several times and then around 330 I really couldn’t sleep. My legs were restless. I had to take an Ativan to get them to calm down. I didn’t take a Latuda last night because I didn’t eat enough yesterday. I have been losing weight because my appetite has decreased. It is wicked hot today, 95/35 degrees and feels like 100. All I did was sweat while I was having my coffee. I feel like shit still.

I brushed my teeth and shaved after I had my coffee. I was trying to find my fusion razor but couldn’t find it. Ugh. I had the blades but not the handle. I just used my Mach3. I need to change the blade next shave. I might take a shower today. But I am really tired so it might just be an idea at this point.

I don’t know what I want to eat. It’s almost 4pm and I haven’t had anything to eat yet. I just am not hungry. I haven’t had much to drink today. I just had one cup of coffee. I have been trying to drink some water but it is slow going.