4th of July 2025
I cannot be happy this fourth of July because of who is in office. This country is more like an oligarchy than a democracy. It is run by white men who think they are better than everyone and are rich fucks who don’t give a damn except for themselves and other rich white men. I am disgusted to be an American.
I didn’t sleep last night. I was up half the night. I read for a bit as I couldn’t get into my game. I started taking notes on what I was reading and that got my brain awake. It took forever for me to get to sleep. I bought two of my textbooks for the fall. Next month I will get the other two that I need. I got up after 1pm. I had two cups of coffee and half a burrito that I found in the fridge. I made potatoes but didn’t do anything with them. I wanted to make an Italian potato salad. I need to cut the potatoes and season them. They are cooling in the fridge. I had the rest of the burrito and then some ice cream that was very good with another cup of coffee. I was watching the puppy but she kept going under the bed again. She came home with my niece and did zoomies and then went under the bed. My niece coaxed her out with some food. She ate some of her food then went back under the bed. She hates me when her parents aren’t home. She is on the bed now. I let her be. I told her her daddy is on his way home.
After having my coffee, I brushed my teeth and shaved my head. I still need to shower. I probably will before bed. I didn’t have the energy to take one yesterday. Sox played an early day game so there is no game tonight. I am tired. I am sick of being tired every day. I never wake up feeling energized unless it’s like after midnight. I might go out tomorrow. I haven’t left the house all week. I still want to go to Starbucks and have a latte.