I ain’t gonna be that easy to leave

I ain’t gonna be that easy to leave

I finally put “make you miss me” on my phone and am playing it on repeat. I still need to get the rest of the album. Might be tomorrow when I get it. I also want to get Trisha Yearwood’s new one. Cam came out with a new album too. So much new music. Taylor was lip syncing Nate Smith’s “Can you die from a broken heart” and I fell in love with it. Avril Lavigne sings along with him and it’s an awesome duet.

I slept through the night, which was rare. I woke up needing to pee but I didn’t get up till my med alarm went off. I had weird dreams. I woke up so tired. I had a cup of coffee which bothered my stomach so I didn’t have a second cup right away. I made something to eat and had a second cup but that really bothered my stomach. I am hurting right now from eating. I didn’t have too much food, just some tater tots and two pieces of chicken. I couldn’t finish the third I made. I will have it later if I get hungry.

I am watching the puppy but she hasn’t stayed still long enough for me to snap a pic of her. I love posting pics of her on my Bluesky acct. She has been good today, so far. I haven’t done much today. I just feel so tired and I don’t know why as I slept pretty good. I really think the new med makes me tired for some reason. I have been slowly clearing my bed. Every time I walk by I remove a few items from it. I have no idea what I am going to do with the clothes. I just pile them in a corner of my room.

I took a shower yesterday and shaved. I was still tired afterwards. I did my meds for the week today. Tomorrow I got to pick up the migraine med if it is ready. It’s out of stock so I hope it comes in tomorrow. I got to give it on Tues. I just have two appts this week, therapy and seeing my DMH worker. It’s supposed to be cool so maybe I will go into Boston to see her. Then I can go to the grocery store to pick some stuff up. I need half and half again. The new med is really interrupting my joy of coffee drinking by upsetting my stomach afterwards. I’ve only been having one cup but today I really needed two. My stomach is killing me right now. For some reason my upper back has been cramping the last few hours. It’s driving me crazy. Laying down hasn’t helped. I can’t find a comfortable position. Sucks.