slept most of the day

Slept most of the day

I had a difficult time trying to relax last night and sleep. I was so anxious about school. I felt like I should be doing something but I didn’t know what to do. My bed needs to be cleared off and I thought about throwing everything on the floor. I was so agitated. I finally took some Ativan. It helped me calm down some and I was able to sleep. Then I woke up around 3 to pee. I took some more Ativan to sleep and got up when my alarm went off. I had to meet my psych prof.

The meeting went ok but I am no closer to writing this paper. I have to look up some old issues of the topic. I re-read my psych article and found it has nothing to do with the damn exam. Fucking fuck. She gave us a hypothetical question we are to answer as if I were Jung. Great. I have to get started on it tomorrow. I have no idea where to start.

My new glasses came and I can finally read again without problems. I think they look good on me. If I am up tomorrow morning, I am going to go to the pharmacy and get my meds. I can’t believe I slept all afternoon. It was a good sleep though. I had some play time with the puppy but she didn’t want too much petting. I got to try and get as much school work done between now and Saturday. Fri I have an appt in the late afternoon so I don’t think I will be able to do much work. Sunday my family and I are going apple picking. I have never been before. It will be my first time. I am looking forward to some cider!