do nothing day

Do nothing day

I wanted to clear off the rest of my bed but I slept really late and had no energy to do anything. I did take off a couple of things. I had my coffee and something to eat. Today was weight loss drug injection day. I felt the needle again. My stomach started acting up a little after my first cup of coffee and then really flared up after my second. I tried to cuddle with the pup after but she didn’t want to. I went upstairs and needed a nap. I didn’t sleep though as my niece came home and I had to unlock the door for her.

I have been feeling depressed the last couple of hours. I was really thinking about ending it. I also thought about classes on Mon and now that the snow shifted, there might not be classes. I am not going to go if it is going to snow that night as my class starts at 530pm. I might have to wait until Mon to find out if they canceled class. I still don’t know who is teaching or if there will be lab on Tues.

The temp is 25 with a feel of 14F. There is some wind so I am sure it is colder than that. I am glad it is windy because my room will get to be cold. Temps are supposed to drop, tho I don’t know when.

I would contact a hotline for how I am feeling but I hate when they ask “what did you do the last time you felt this way”? I don’t fucking know. I do so many things. Sometimes I blog, sometimes I write in my journal, listen to music that would fit the mood or just listen to old Taylor for a mood lift. I like listening to 1989 because it makes me want to dance, especially to shake it off and never ever getting back together. But Show Girl also has some songs that make me want to dance. I made a playlist of the two albums.

I hate that my bank doesn’t process deposits on Saturdays. I am supposed to get paid tomorrow but the money won’t be in my account until Mon. I need to get my meds, though with the snowstorm Mon it might be Tues or Wed I will have to go, which means I will be late in taking my migraine med.

I need to shower tonight. I am going to do it before bed. I still have razor burn from shaving my head yesterday. I need to get some kind of shave butter or gel. My friend recommended one but Amazon was only selling a 6 pack of it. I don’t need 6 bottles! I will go to Walgreens or maybe Walmart and see if they have it or something else. I like Gillette products. They are very good.