Angry
I only got out of bed today because I had to pee. Otherwise, I don’t think I would have gotten up. I had some weird dreams about my mother and being in the hospital for some surgery. I hate these dreams because I always get a headache from them. I don’t know why when I dream about my mother, I get a headache afterwards. So odd.
I had my coffee and my last corn muffin. I wanted to make my pasta dish but I didn’t have my pasta as my niece used it to make her mac and cheese. I had some of it as I was hungry. The only other thing I have to do today is read for my history class and do the homework.
I tried calling the pharmacy which the people are completely incompetent. I am so angry at my pdoc for calling it in to that pharmacy and not the one in the square like I asked. So now I got to pay $25 for a generic medication because not only did he give me the script, he gave me a two month supply so I got to pay double. I am so mad.
Then bitch is complaining that we didn’t do the things she sent a text about. Like I can’t do half of what she asked. I tried to get the towels out of the washer but I couldn’t reach. The washer is so deep and my arms are short. I got a fucking headache again and a toothache. I managed to brush my teeth today. I had to do it as I didn’t do it yesterday. I have been bad with my ADLs. I am back to showering like once a week. I just can’t seem to do it more than that because of my damn foot. Going to be interesting to see how I am after tomorrow’s classes. I feel mad about having to cancel therapy because our schedules are just not in sync right now. I can only see her once a week. I thought I could possibly see her Wed but now that I have to go to campus, it isn’t possible. Ugh. This semester has been rough and with these damn headaches and now the CRPS out of remission, I hope I can keep the three classes.
I need to take a walk around the corner to the pharmacy for my meds. I just want a nap. I was laying down with Honey earlier. She is so sweet. Yesterday she leapt on my chest to lick my ear. She was in a loveable mood. I love her so much.