Saturday Blog 17102026
I had a difficult night trying to sleep last night because I was in pain. My foot flared up and my head was hurting. I couldn’t get comfortable. I was also thirsty but didn’t want to drink because I didn’t want to get up to pee.
I slept most of the afternoon after I got up for some coffee. I thought the coffee would keep me up so I could do my schoolwork but I felt so shitty and it was so cold in the house, I just wanted to be under the covers and warm. I put on a sweatshirt. I still have my flannel PJs on. I love them. They are so soft and comfy. Only thing that sucks is that the waistband is getting lose because I am losing weight around my middle. I keep having to pick up my pants when I stand up.
I finally got all three of my discussions for my gender class done. This is turning into a feminism class and I am disappointed. I thought there would be trans and non binary stuff in there but nope, all about women. And from what I can tell, heterosexual women. The women that have babies and sex with men.
I hope I sleep tonight. I think I will take a trazodone. My head finally feels normal after I got some sleep this afternoon. I had a PB&J for dinner. I didn’t want anything else. Been having them a lot lately. I need more bread. I never made it out today. Tomorrow I need to pick up my new meds. My psychiatrist finally called it in for me. And the pharmacy fucked up because there is no way I am paying $25 for a generic. I hate this pharmacy. The doc called it in to the wrong one. I woke up too late to call them as they close early on weekends.
Tomorrow I just got to do my history homework. I am so glad we are meeting in person again. I just hope the room doesn’t smell musty. I also hope she has graded some of the work we have turned in. I know my first quiz was a bomb. I wouldn’t be surprised if I got a C or a D on it.
