Saturday Blog 19102024

I had to get up early today because we had rehearsal for the wedding. I managed to have a little something for breakfast and a cup of coffee. I didn’t have time for two.

It was a nice a day,  much warmer than it was when I look at the Temps the beginning of the week. Tomorrow is supposed to be in the 70s which is nice. I’ll probably be sweating in my suit. The venue is gorgeous and outside. Of course I am the first person in the procession line with my nephew. He couldn’t be there today as he had to work. After we practiced a few times, we left to the restaurant for lunch. It was good food. I am still full. I was feeling pretty tired and needed a nap. My sister and aunt both said it was because I am not “used” to being out. It’s bullshit. It’s because I have depression and chronic illness that I am tired. I was so pissed off. Didn’t help that I had the beginning of another fucking headache cooking. We went to the hotel after the restaurant. Soon as we settled into the room I changed. The shoes were hurting my feet. I rested for a bit. I tried to snooze but I couldn’t. I need to study. I brought my textbook with me but forgot my library book. Oh well.

Tomorrow my baby is getting married. I can’t believe it. She is all grown up now. I don’t know how this happened. One minute she was this tiny little girl and now she is getting married. I wish her the best.

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Didn’t sleep got another headache

I woke up around midnight because I had to pee and then I got a brutal headache. It went on for about an hour. I wasn’t going to take anything for it but I had to. I took 800mg of ibuprofen. I tried to sleep but I couldn’t. The pain was so intense. I was up for a few hours. I think I fell back to sleep around 5. I still woke up with a minor headache. I didn’t want to get up. I stayed in bed after my med alarm went off. I took my meds and snoozed. I woke up and figured I try to get up. It was around 1230. I had my coffee. I haven’t eaten yet but I brushed my teeth, shaved and showered. I got my meds from the pharmacy delivered. I didn’t get a 3 month supply of Ajovy. That sucks. I paid $25 for one injection instead of three.

I need to do a few things today. I need to do my meds for the weekend. Pack a bag. Iron my shirt before my sister kills me. Make sure I have my migraine and headache meds and any PRN meds, too. Wedding is Sunday. I am so excited. Two days and my oldest niece is going to be married. I wish my mother could be here to celebrate with us.

I am feeling so tired after the shower. I just want to nap but I got stuff to do. I still need to make something to eat. I bought burgers yesterday and plan on making one. I need to freeze the rest as they will go bad as I won’t be here the weekend. I also bought steak but could finish it last night. I think it will be ok. It was a huge piece. I wish my head wasn’t hurting so I could do stuff without being so sluggish. I just made an executive decision. Gorditas. I don’t feel like cooking. I got such a damn headache it is going to take all I have just to get my meds all square away and pack clothes and accessories. I am going to need my razor because Sunday I will need to shave my head again. I am growing my beard out. I just hope it looks somewhat even by Sunday.