Category: depression

I got up early as I had a medical appt. I had a cup of coffee and then left the house. I was wicked early for the appt. I got a vaginal infection. I’m on antibiotics. After the appt, I went to get my labs done. My liver enzymes are slightly elevated. I hope I don’t have to lower my dose of depakote. It’s really been helping with the headaches. I’ll find out tomorrow.

After that I went and picked up my meds. I also got something to eat. There’s this Korean rice dish I found that I really like. Unfortunately, I can’t find it in the grocery store. Maybe the Asian market in the Square will sell it cheaper than the pharmacy. I couldn’t decide if I wanted to get burgers or the rice dish. Least I didn’t have to cook. I’m still craving a burger. When I get paid I am heading to the pub for one.

I came home and I’ve been sleepy. I rested a few times but didn’t manage to sleep. I took the antibiotic when I came home around noon so I need to be up to at least 10 tonight so I can have 2 doses. NP wants me to have at least that today.

I made an egg burrito for supper. I didn’t know what else to have. My food choices are limited until I can do my grocery order. It’s going to be a lot this month because I didn’t go shopping last month. My bare essentials are gone.

I have therapy tomorrow. I am hoping to have it in person. It’s supposed to be a drizzly day so I probably won’t go to the beach afterwards. It’s also going to be in the 40s. I thought winter was over but apparently it’s still showing up.

I had some fun tonight. It was exhausting.

Someone posted this and I absolutely love it.

Saturday Blog 17052025

I woke up around midnight to pee and couldn’t go back to sleep. I worked on my paper and finished it around 3am. I submitted it so now I am done with the semester. I just am waiting on grades.

I couldn’t go to sleep right away. It was wicked hot in my room like it is now. I hate the heat. It’s going to be a long summer. I eventually fell asleep sometime after 6am. I only slept for a few hours before I had to pee again. I just peed and didn’t check in on the puppy. I went back to bed. I stayed in bed until 3pm or so. I had my coffee and something to eat. The puppy was up so I played with her. I sat on my deck for a while. It was so nice out and cooler than in the house.

My oldest niece came over and we talked for a bit. She kept asking how I was doing and I lied and said I was fine. I didn’t want to talk about how things were really. I’ve had a quiet day. I really haven’t done much since I got up. I just want to go back to bed.