midnightdemons7

Deranged weirdo

I have been listening to Taylor Swift’s Tortured Poet’s Department Anthology and it has been great. There is a lyric and I quite don’t know the song yet where she says she is a deranged weirdo. I love it. I also bought Pearl Jam’s new album. It wasn’t exciting but better than their last album.

I showered today and brushed my teeth. I also have been working on the edits of my book. It is a slow process and I am wicked pissed off at my editor who basically just abandoned me before the finished product. I feel so ripped off. I don’t have the money to get another editor and I am so close to having this published soon.

I worked on my psych while making my lunch. Then I went downstairs to my sisters and had a burger. I can never say no to a burger. I got some things accomplished today but now I am so bloody tired. I’ve been up for approximately six hours and am ready for a nap. I have no energy. I just been doing stuff though. I have avoided lying down so far.

Tomorrow is my youngest niece’s birthday. We will be going out to a Mexican restaurant. I have never been there before. Should be fun. I have therapy in the afternoon. I was thinking about going to Starbucks to work on my book but there might not be time. I still need to do Chapter 9 in my psych. I finished chapter 8.

I just hope I am up before 11 tomorrow. It has been hard for me to get up in the morning. My last therapy session was at 9 and even though I was somewhat awake, I was sleepy as fuck. I had to take Benadryl again last night because my allergies were terrible yesterday. I think it has been giving me a hangover that has been hard to shake off.

I got my grades for anthro today, the last day for P/F/W. I scored a 41 on both exams. I withdrew. I hated to do it but I can’t afford an F. I reluctantly went to my psych class and glad I did as we had an exam. I didn’t study at all but I think I did ok. I missed class Tues so I had no idea there was an exam. I don’t look at the syllabus. Guess I should.

I am back in Starbucks after the exam. I wanted a coffee and Chipotle. I ordered a different beef and it is wicked salty. I don’t like it at all. I also wanted just a vanilla cold brew and ended up with hazelnut because I didn’t look at what I ordered previously. Oops. It is wicked sweet.

So now I just have my psych class to focus on. I don’t have to read the book on sex workers in Paraguay. Now I can read Norse Mythology for fun and work on my book on weekends. I am tired so don’t think I’ll be doing anything tonight. Sox had a day game so my night is free. They lost.

It is raining. I took off my sweatshirt but will have to put it back on as it’s chilly. I’m going home soon. Hoping this coffee doesn’t put me asleep.