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Baby kiss it better…Book Announcement II

My book is live for pre-orders!! https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0CWYKQ435?ref_=pe_93986420_775043100

It’s only available as an e-book for right now. It will be available in paperback when I finish editing it. Release date is June 14. I wanted to give myself some time after the semester ended to work on my edits. I am so excited.

I had a difficult time getting up today and didn’t make it to my blood donation appointment. I just wanted to sleep in. I wanted to work on my Anthro today but I just need a break right now. I will work on it tomorrow. I might go to Starbucks and sit for a while to observe people. I have no idea what I am doing. I started writing a word doc and stopped after a few sentences. I thought about it some more last night but I wasn’t getting anywhere. My anxiety has been through the roof the past couple of days. I haven’t been able to relax.

I took a shower today and shaved off my beard. I wanted to groom but couldn’t do it. Some other day. It’s cool in my room. I was so fricken stinky. I sweat again last night which made it worse. I think it might be hormones that is causing me to sweat so much. I also have been really hungry today. I have been eating small meals. I had ramen noodles for dinner. I might have chimichangas later. I have two left.

My back is hurting me for some reason. I don’t know why. I didn’t do anything to annoy it other than showering. My back always hurts after I shower. It will cramp like crazy but this is my lower back and I don’t know why it is bothering me. It’s cold in my room so maybe the muscles are cold. I don’t know.

I texted my therapist the other day and she never responded. I hate when she doesn’t fucking respond to my questions. She can be a real bitch sometimes. I see her Monday. I have an appointment with advising in the morning. I just hope I remember and don’t sleep through it. I should be up for it as it is not too early in the morning. I have two classes picked up for Tues/Thurs. Unfortunately, the time in between classes is like two hours. Nothing I can do about that. I think I have Eng first as I am taking a US distribution class so a lot of reading as it is on six American authors. I hope it is interesting.

My damn foot is frozen again. I slept with a sock on all night. It helped. Luckily, I didn’t get nerve pain like I usually do. Tomorrow I plan on reading Anthro all day. I am a week behind because I spent all my time with psych the past week. Spring break is next week so I won’t be traveling to campus. I just plan on doing Anthro work and reading chapters 5 and 6 in psych.

I have been feeling numb along with feeling anxious the past few days. I don’t know why my anxiety is so fricken high. I am not usually an anxious person. I am glad I have Ativan though. It helps to sort me out and clear my thinking, especially when I am triggered with PTSD. I try not to take it all the time, usually just at night with my night meds so I can sleep without too much trouble. Last night I went to sleep before 8pm and woke up around midnight. I had to pee so I did and then had a hard time getting back to sleep again. I read some of my psych book until I just couldn’t concentrate on it anymore. I still am not done with the chapter. It’s like 30 pages long.