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Daaaa Yankees Lose!!!!

I was so happy the Skankees lost last night. They choked again. HAHA. Now I will be rooting for the Jays to win the AL.

I got up later than I wanted to but I still was able to get done what I needed to. I have done mostly everything except start my Econ chapter. I have been researching an article for my paper but I am not getting anywhere with it. I might have email the professor and  get her help with it.

Tomorrow I have my bottom surgery consult. I answered the pre-registration questions. I am nervous. I still don’t know what way I am going to go, red or orange line. I have to take a shuttle to the hospital so I have to leave plenty of time. I figure if I leave before 2 I should be there by 3 and maybe be able to go to Starbucks for a coffee. There was one by the hospitals the last time I was there. I hope it is still there. I don’t think I saw it on the list of closures.

I got my new glasses last night. Now I can read on the laptop without straining my neck. Everything is clear. It is cold today. Temps will be the same tomorrow. I love it because I can wear my hoodies.

I am feeling kind of depressed lately. I just have so much to do it is stressing me out. I haven’t read my psych or Econ all week. I got a quiz due Mon and it is 230 questions. Prof should just call it a damn test with that many questions. I am going to be referring to my book a lot.

Slept most of the day

I had a difficult time trying to relax last night and sleep. I was so anxious about school. I felt like I should be doing something but I didn’t know what to do. My bed needs to be cleared off and I thought about throwing everything on the floor. I was so agitated. I finally took some Ativan. It helped me calm down some and I was able to sleep. Then I woke up around 3 to pee. I took some more Ativan to sleep and got up when my alarm went off. I had to meet my psych prof.

The meeting went ok but I am no closer to writing this paper. I have to look up some old issues of the topic. I re-read my psych article and found it has nothing to do with the damn exam. Fucking fuck. She gave us a hypothetical question we are to answer as if I were Jung. Great. I have to get started on it tomorrow. I have no idea where to start.

My new glasses came and I can finally read again without problems. I think they look good on me. If I am up tomorrow morning, I am going to go to the pharmacy and get my meds. I can’t believe I slept all afternoon. It was a good sleep though. I had some play time with the puppy but she didn’t want too much petting. I got to try and get as much school work done between now and Saturday. Fri I have an appt in the late afternoon so I don’t think I will be able to do much work. Sunday my family and I are going apple picking. I have never been before. It will be my first time. I am looking forward to some cider!

Up wicked early

I woke up sometime after 4 to pee and never got back to sleep. Then I started sneezing and it was over. I was up. Around six I got hungry so I went downstairs to make coffee and something to eat. I was in the mood for pancakes. My niece was up getting ready for work. We talked for a bit. Then the puppy came in the kitchen and did her business and promptly left. She was a grump all day. Though she did give me kisses.

I got multiple messages from my Econ professor about career expo and a make up test for test 2. I was happy to hear that. I went over some of the material while I was fresh brained from coffee and then I got confused. Brain fog took over and I have been fighting it ever since. I went over the psych material and it is a lot of reading. I still need to re-read the Jung article and hope it makes sense so I can start a discussion about it for my exam. Apparently the exam is to discuss and then respond to two other students. I would rather have an essay test. It is so hard to respond to another student.

I got another headache today. Tylenol helped and so did a nap. I had a roast beef sandwich for lunch. The puppy was outside while I was eating otherwise she would have wanted some. I have been playing my game and on the news app which I shouldn’t be because it is pissing me off. I am tired. I made a burger for supper. I ordered my drinks that came around 3. I wanted to go to the square to pick up my order but it was too late. I will go tomorrow. I should have went in the morning but I opted to nap instead.

My pcp got back to me about the vision thing. They gave me the number to call for an appt. I will call in the morning. I have to be up early because I am meeting my psych prof to discuss my paper. This week’s thing on the paper is hard because I don’t have a real starting point for my topic. That is what I need to discuss.

Headache abounds

I was up again during the night. It took forever to get back to sleep. I had a few weird dreams. I ended up getting up around noon. I went to go make coffee and there was barely any half and half left and the sugar bowl was empty. I was not happy. I could only have one cup of coffee. It was strong because I didn’t have enough half and half to make it light. After I had my coffee, I went upstairs to work on my bonus paper. The prof who I am convinced is a witch, sent an email saying test 2 was due today. I had myself doubting whether or not I took it. I thought I did but couldn’t remember. I did the paper and sent it in. Not even sure it was right.

I sent a message to my neuro about my peripheral vision being off only to be told my neuro is on maternity leave (I know this) and to contact pcp. I guess they don’t have anyone covering her? Seems odd. I sent the message to my pcp but haven’t heard back. Maybe tomorrow.

I sent a message to my professor about my final paper. She didn’t give me any clarification and just compounded the issue. She wants me to meet with her to discuss. Then she sent me an email saying that I have Jung for the discussion on the exam. OMG. The article she gave talked in fucking circles and I had such a hard time following it. Now I got to read it again. But not tonight because my head might explode.

I went grocery shopping and spent less than I was expecting and got what I needed. Except for fucking sugar because I forgot. I got such a headache before I left. I had this woman in front of me and she just would not fucking move. She just stayed in the way so I kept brushing against her as I was moving my things at the register. She was annoyed. Fuck you. You’re lucky I didn’t hit you with my cart.

I came home and my bitchy sister was in a fucking mood because the puppy peed on the kitchen floor and pooped on the porch. There was also a pile of dishes in the sink. My niece’s ex is sick and was in bed most of the day. He better keep his germs to himself.

I am so tired and I don’t know why. I showered. Tomorrow I need to go to the square and pick up an order I placed for some cereal. I really wanted the dark chocolate with hazelnuts but they were out of stock. That was the whole reason for the order. I am so disappointed. But with all my discounts and things, the cereal only costed me two bucks. I bought milk when I was at the grocery store.