Tell me that all is right in the world. For some reason I feel really suicidal and I just can’t help thinking things will be better with me gone. I am hearing John Berry’s change my mind…say you couldn’t live without me, that you’re crazy about me. I guess everyone wants to be wanted and maybe that is what triggers a suicidal attack for me. I want to know that I matter to someone anyone and when I don’t have that connection, I feel lost and maybe lonely of this feeling I can’t describe.
So I’m staring at a bottle of crown royal and thinking maybe I’ll just get drunk, drunk enough to numb the pain of this feeling. If not I guess I just go ahead with my thoughts in the sewer. I haven’t felt this way in a long time. It’s like the bad feelings have been unleashed and I am trying to stay afloat but they keep weighing me down. Maybe I’ll just go to sleep and tomorrow won’t be as bad as what I’m feeling right now. Maybe then I will have changed my mind…
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midnightdemons7 
I know those low places. Hard terrible places. But i know you can make it thru. I want you to.
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I know that everything is not all right with the world, obviously, but I hope things will look better to you tomorrow. Take care!
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