I didn’t know if I would post today or not. I have been ill with a sore throat that is kicking my butt with fevers and such. Luckily the outside temp is not really brutal. It started Friday night with a sneeze and my throat has been sore since. I just got some relief with some pain pills so I thought I would write, though there is nothing exciting to really write about.
The hard part is trying to have a conversation with my deaf mother. I have to be a little more vocal and it hurts right now. I don’t understand how I could be running a fever when all I did was sneeze really hard. I guess the blow of a sneeze cannot be underestimated. I once threw my back out because of a sneeze.
I am supposed to do go with my father to his doctor’s appointment Tuesday. I hope that I can also keep my therapy appointment that day but it’s all wait and see right now. I know I will go to my dad’s appt but not sure I will have a voice for therapy.
I watched the CMT music awards tonight that I recorded from the other night. What really made my throat hurt was swearing loudly when Miranda Lambert won over Taylor Swift. That stupid bitch wins all the awards. I don’t get it. I swear by now the ballot pool is rigged so that she wins and no one else does. My poor Taylor has not won an award since Miranda has been “popular”. I can’t stand her because I just can’t. I don’t know why. She just seems like a trashy white girl and I don’t like that.
Since I have been incapacitated by this sore throat and fevers, I have not thought about ending my life. It is weird when you have a physical ailment, all your mental thoughts go out the window. I don’t know if that is a good thing or not. But I’ll take it for now.
I finished my Australian Pen Pal book and wrote a review for it. I will post it on Amazon sometime tomorrow. I am too wiped out today to go through the process of reviewing. I hope it helps my friend. I am reading her other book, Ginger’s Gift, about dog companionship now. So far it is a good book. Even though I am not a true dog lover (I like dogs but would never have one to own), I can understand how challenging a first time owner would be with a neurotic dog!
Well my meds are kicking in now and everything is getting blurry so I will stop here for now. Until tomorrow!
midnightdemons7 