A Little Unwell

A little unwell

This song has been on my mind for the past week or so since a fellow blogger mentioned it. It seems fitting for today. Song is by Matchbox 20.

I got the case of the sleepy’s today. All I want to do is sleep but either my phone keeps going on with text messages or my mother’s phone keeps ringing every few minutes. I did manage to sleep for about 3 hours. I don’t know why I am so tired. I have no other symptoms. I am just exhausted and I haven’t done anything.

I got my new debit card today as my old one expires the end of the month. I thought I would do some shredding of some old pharmacy papers. I didn’t realize I had so many, and that was only within the last few months. No wonder why I am broke. All my money goes towards my meds. When I worked, I used to get reimbursed for the expense through the whatever you call it expense thing. I have a brain fart for the official name right now. I think it is FSA but I don’t know what that stands for. It helped during the year as I could get glasses and get the money back to pay more bills or buy birthday presents. I miss shopping for other people. But with my limited income, that makes it hard to do.

I have to file my taxes this year. Last year I didn’t because all I collected was my SSD. But now I have my royalties from my book and need to. I hope I don’t owe too much. I think I made like $300 in sales. Not bad, I guess. And that is from international sales as well as Kindle. I haven’t sold too many books on Kindle like I thought I would. I guess people need the paperback. I don’t have a hardcover for my book because unfortunately, it wasn’t an option. Only paperback. Might as well as it is not that long of a book, though it took me a year to really write it to 150 pages. The rest of it is the title page, references, and chapter page. I never did match up the page numbers with the chapter page. That would take too much work. It was hard enough formatting the damn thing. Took me all night to get it so that Amazon would accept it. That was one crazy weekend.

I really need to take a shower today. Even though it has been cold outside, I have been running hot and cold. Just the way the heating system is in my room. So I get hot and bothered and have to take off my long sleeved Tee. I am taking the week off the pill this week to try and stop the menses. I hope that this time next week, it will be done. And I will be free for another three months.

I am snowed in the next few days. Major storm is on the horizon, with snow predicted until fricken Tuesday. I hope my therapist doesn’t have to cancel this week. It will so suck.

Last night I kept myself occupied by watching videos of the Grand Ole Opry. It was pretty cool. If I ever go to Nashville, I will have to see a show. I mostly watched videos that had Carrie Underwood in it. She is one of my favorite artists. I still need to get her greatest hits album. I still haven’t decided if I want the CD or MP3. I have a few weeks to decide.