Insomnia sucks and so does bad dreams

I had an awful night sleeping last night. I kept waking up every few hours to bad dreams. I was also hungry so had a package of fig newtons. I was also drinking Gatorade like it was going out of style so I had to pee. I haven’t been a straight shot in inserting the cath. I am risking an infection every time I miss.

All I want to do today is go to the pharmacy and get my meds so I can do my med boxes. I just called the pharmacy and it won’t be ready until 1630. Fuck. I made sure they had both in stock because I’ll be pissed if it isn’t.

My foot has been cramping the past three days and I don’t know why. I’ve been taking magnesium and it has been helping. I just got to be careful because it can get the bowels running. So far I am safe. I am constipated. I took miralax yesterday. It hasn’t kicked in yet. I am so tired though. I just want to sleep.