It’s a snowy January Day

It’s a snowy January day

It’s snowing again and I think it might actually stick today. It snowed the other day but it was just a weird flurry and the ground was too warm and wet to really accumulate. It didn’t snow for long either. I don’t know if it is going to snow for a while or not but it is coming down now.

I woke up around 0430 to pee and then I decided to stay up for a bit until fatigue set in around 0700 and I went back to sleep for a few more hours. I had three cups of coffee so I am set to do whatever. I picked and bagged my recycling in my room. I have the window open and it is kind of cold in my room. I turned the fan off because it was really cold with it on. It’s 32 degrees right now, which is perfect snow temps.

I am finding trouble with my words today. I want to write but I don’t know what to write. It is so frustrating. I have some things to say about my mother’s diagnosis but I don’t know if I should write it here or in my journal or just save it for therapy. Taking care of her has been difficult as she isn’t the easiest person to deal with. She is stubborn and doesn’t listen to what she is supposed to do. Very frustrating.

I was planning on reading today but it doesn’t look like it is going to happen. I haven’t touched the book in over a week now. I keep looking at it, wanting to pick it up but never do. I broke my routine of reading at 6pm and can’t seem to get back to it. I am too tired to read. I just am not in the right head space.