Author: Midnight Demon

Game day

I didn’t want to get up today. I was so tired after being up close to 20 hours yesterday. I had woken up at 3 and couldn’t go back to sleep. I woke up today at 4 and had a migraine because I had disturbing dreams. I see the dream consult tomorrow. I took meds and then managed to get back to sleep. I had to pee around 0830 and after took my meds. I think I slept for another two hours before I got up. I had a cup of coffee. I am not really hungry but am looking forward to hotdogs in a couple of hours.

I went and picked up my meds. I looked at the directions for the Topamax and it’s pretty straightforward. I will start it tonight after the game. I am so excited to go to the game even though I know they will most likely lose. Criswell is pitching and he sucks. He gives up the long ball almost as much as Pivetta but he does it more often. Tonight is Italian night so we hope to get jerseys. It is wicked hot today and I was sweating a lot when I came back home. I have been trying to keep my fluids up so I don’t get a headache.

Last night I had to take an Ativan as I was just a ball of fucking nerves. I couldn’t shut off my brain and the more I tried, the more anxious I got. Then my chest started hurting and I just lost it. I was so upset. I really love having no boobs but being in pain for more than a year post op sucks. I hate that I have to take the Robaxin around the clock in order to get relief. I see the NP in Oct and I am going to ask what I can do about this pain. We have tried a few things but nothing seems to keep it away. Maybe I need some PT or something.

I am tired and I had another cup of coffee when I came home. I still haven’t eaten anything. Nothing seems appealing. I have leftover Buffalo fried cauliflower that is really good and some fries. I also have cookies and some brownies that my cousin gave me. I need a nap.

I need to go to the social security office this week. I just don’t know when I will go. Maybe Thurs if I can get up early enough. I wanted to get up at nine so I can start a routine and failed miserably. Getting up for classes is going to be hard, especially as I need to leave earlier than I wanted to because there are going to be shuttle buses after the first week of classes. It’s going to be a two hour commute coming home and I am not looking forward to it.

I brushed my teeth and shaved my head today. I need to get more razors. I think that will be next month’s expense.

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I had a decent sleep. I woke up in the middle of the night to pee and then had a hard time going back to sleep. I ended up taking a trazodone at like 4. I slept through most of the morning. I got up around noon. I took my meds and then had coffee. I also ate the leftover pancakes that I made. It was good. The pollen count is really high today and I have been sneezing. It’s also really hot today so I probably will be staying in my room.

I don’t have plans today. I hate that my bank doesn’t process deposits on Saturdays. I have to wait till Monday for my check. I will be late paying my cell bill. I hope I am not charged too much for being late. It’s the first time in a year I have been late. I got to remember to pay my insurance this week. I tried signing up for MassHealth but even though I have been approved, I am unable to sign up. They didn’t recognize my information. I probably need to call them.

I brushed my teeth and then shaved my head after the coffee. I only had one cup so far because my tooth is bothering me. I might have to switch to iced coffee. Only thing that sucks is that I chug it and then need another cup. It just tastes so good.

I am going to try and read chapter 3 of my textbook sometime today. Sox have an early evening game so I might read after or if they bomb again. Last night was horrendous. I stopped listening when the game was 7-1. Final score was 12-2 Dbacks. Pitching just fell apart. Today’s pitcher has lost his last like 5 starts so I am not hopeful for a win, unless Dback pitching is terrible.

Tomorrow starts a busy week. I have to get up at like 0730. I don’t think I have gotten up that early on a Sunday since I was going to church in my teens. I also need to get up early Mon. Those are the only days I need to be up before 9. I signed up to get my flu and covid vaccine at the pharmacy. The updated Covid vaccine starts on the 6^th. I won’t have too much of a break this week until Friday. I still don’t know if we are doing anything for my cousin’s birthday. I am wicked excited that I will be going to a game on Tues. I am looking forward to have a few hotdogs. I don’t know who the 4^th person is going to be. I think it is one of my sister’s friends but I am not sure. That is the highlight of my week!