Author: Midnight Demon

I’m feeling meh. It’s hot in the house and I can only take so much of it so been in my room most of the day but haven’t had energy to do anything. I managed to wash my face and brush my teeth. I haven’t shaved my head yet. I took out some of the recycling but the heat got to me. I had ice cream for lunch. Someone at the last of my waffles and my piece of rum cake I took from the party. It wasn’t a good morning.

My pcp’s RN got in touch with me about my depression. She spoke with the team and I will meet with the social worker a few times until I have a long term therapist set up. I’ll be going to the office tomorrow to drop off my book and poster.

I didn’t sleep good last night. I woke up around 0030 and I stayed up till dawn. Allergies were killing me so I ended up taking benadryl for some relief and sleep. I am tired.

Family Sunday

Last night, I snoozed for a couple of hours and then woke up with a shit ton of energy around 1030pm. I was like, really?? You couldn’t give me energy before then?? I read a few chapters of Moby Dick. They were long chapters. I slept for a few hours and then woke up around 330. I don’t remember if I had to pee or if I just woke up. I was tossing and turning most of the night until maybe 7ish when I went back to sleep only to wake up to my med alarm at 8. I went back to sleep for a couple of hours and then got up when I had to pee. The house was cooler than it was yesterday but it was still hot.

Last night I took a shower before going to bed. I needed it and I knew the chances of me trying to take one in the morning were slim. I got up around 1030 and took my meds. I then had some coffee and some waffles. I had to get dressed by 1215 to leave the house. We were going to celebrate my aunt who turn 87 last week. We had a good time. And then afterwards we went to the beach for ice cream. It was a good day. I was tired after I ate. I am so full.

Amazon has been holding my damn books hostage for two weeks. I get an email yesterday saying that the books have been delayed shipping and won’t arrive until Monday. Then I get an email today saying they are on their way and should be here by 10pm. When I arrived home from my family event, the box was at my door. THEY FINALLY ARRIVED!!! I am so happy. Tomorrow I am going to call my pcp’s office to see if I can come by Tues and drop some off. If it isn’t too hot, I will go to the East Boston Library and see if I can donate a copy or two and see if I can schedule an event.

Sox are on at 7 tonight. I still haven’t done my meds for the week. I wanted to cool off some before I did them so am writing this blog. I have nothing planned for the week, though I am thinking of clearing the area around my desk so I can get to the printer and old dinosaur of a computer to remove it. Allergies are kicking my ass today. I just took another Allegra. Had enough with the sneezing my head off. JFC.

Saturday Blog 06072024

I am feeling pretty frustrated about a few things. One is my financial aid. They keep sending me emails saying there is missing information and then when I click on it, it says nothing is needed. I have sent numerous emails to the financial aid person in charge of my account and have not received a response. Monday billing starts. I am stressed out about it.

Then I get a notification about my books that it will be delayed. I have been waiting for nearly two weeks for this order. I’ve never had books take so long to be shipped before.

I apparently missed a good game last night. I ended up falling asleep while the game was in delay. I really was tired even though I was only up for a few hours. I was still recovering from Wed. I spent all day Thursday in bed. I didn’t eat anything.

I am wicked hot today. It is 90% humidity and only like 80 degrees. It is gross. I shaved and all I did was sweat. I had a cup of coffee and my biscuits. Someone has eaten my pasta salad. I am not happy about this. There is a little left. I might make some more, if someone didn’t make the pasta. I’m not really hungry right now but could use another cup of coffee.