Category: depression

I woke up with a headache. I took my meds and went back to sleep. I woke up from a dream about work. It was weird. I checked my messages and then got up. I still had the headache. I was hoping coffee would help but I was pretty sure it wasn’t going to do anything. I had my biscuits. Someone threw out my Chinese food. I am not happy. I also forgot to put the chicken I took out in the fridge. It was out all night. Ugh. So I had no dinner.

I had my coffee and then went up to my room. I wanted to finish my article I started reading last night and do the citations. I felt kind of anxious about school stuff. My laptop was taking forever to load my email. I got a message from the group over some stuff. I responded. The headache turned into a migraine and my head just hurt so much. I took meds.

I tried to figure out what to do for dinner. I made spicy ramen and some fried rice. I did my meds for the week. I still feel awful. Nothing got done. My migraine is gone but I still have a headache. I got one more day to do something before I head back to class on Tues. I might have to go to the grocery store tomorrow for half and half. Might get some ground beef too to make manwich. Haven’t had that in a long time and that will be a few meals. I’ve been up a few hours and I’m tired already. Damn headache.

I got to call the pharmacy tomorrow to see if it has my migraine med in stock. I’m late in taking it because they haven’t had it. Such a pain in the ass. I see my neuro Fri. I think she will be switching me to something else. Hopefully it will work better. I’m tired of these headaches.

Saturday Blog 16112024

I had a rough time getting up. I didn’t want to but my bladder had other plans. I took my meds and did my Italian duolingo then I had my coffee. I have been sneezing most of the day today. I don’t know why. I did some schoolwork but never got around to the citations. I felt sleepy after drinking my coffee so it was hard to get moving.

I had some food. I took some chicken out for dinner for tomorrow. I’ve just been on social media most of the day. I tried playing a CD on my laptop and it was skipping. I was not happy. I guess that was why I couldn’t burn anything. I had heard some whizzes so knew something was up. It’s an old laptop so not worth fixing. I guess I won’t be buying CDs anymore. I have no media to play them.

I got Luke Bryan’s new album and Thomas Rhett’s. I paid double because I got the Cds but they don’t work so I had to pay for the MP3s. sucks. I have all of Thomas Rhett’s albums except one. I just got to figure out which one I am missing and get it. I think I have all of Luke’s too. I am not sure though.

I got to read at least one of the articles for my paper. I have a headache though so I am not sure I will be reading anything. Fucking A. I lost track of what number this is. I had a headache last night too. I was up late. I didn’t overeat at the restaurant. I just ate the nachos, which was a meal itself. It was so good. I am going to miss that place. I had one drink and it was strong, but then, they always make their drinks strong.

Just breathe just relax it’ll be okay

I woke up in the middle of the night sneezing my head off. I also woke up feeling wicked thirsty, which lead to me needing to pee. I had some weird dreams. I dreamt I was working at a day care and kids were on top of me, trying to get something that was attached to me. Another staff member tried to help but couldn’t get the kid off me. I woke up with a vicious headache. Luckily it went away. I stayed up for a bit, not sure if I should stay up or go back to sleep. I ended up going back to sleep for a little bit. My sister woke me up as she is never quiet. I took my meds and then got some clothes together to take a shower. I figure I have some coffee and then shower, which I did. It was hard moving after the shower. I just wanted to stay in bed.

I went to Starbucks and had something to eat before going to campus. It was a nice day but cold. I think I got a cold so wore a mask so I didn’t infect anyone. It affected my walking though. I was out of breath a lot quicker. On the way home I had an anxiety attack. During class the professor went over the syllabus again. She reviews it like every class. She gave us the option of having the 3^rd exam being 30% of our grade and skipping the paper or keeping things as is. She also went over the paper guidelines. It sounds easy but I know I am going to have a hard time writing it. It needs to be a minimum of four pages, double spaced. I have more than enough citations for it so I don’t need anymore. I left class with a feeling of dread. I have to redo a little part of the video for the group. I have no idea what part so I am just going to redo the entire thing over and do it in 30 min segments to send it off or maybe 1 min segments. I think that will be better so I can email it to the tech guy in the group. I can’t wait to get this project done. We got the deadline extended. We are mostly done compared to the rest of the class. There is a handout to be done. I am not worried about it, yet. I just want to have ramen noodles and read Finlay Donovan. I got the spicy noodles to clear out my sinuses.

Tomorrow is my sister’s birthday which will be the end of birthday week! We will be going to a Mexican restaurant that we love that is closing. I will miss their nachos.