midnightdemons7

I’ve been sleeping most of the day. Yesterday took a lot out of me and my legs are pretty sore. I pretty much stood for about an hour and it killed me. I also lost control of my bladder on the way home. I had to pee bad and couldn’t hold it. The train was so slow in getting me home. I should have gotten off at the hospital and used the bathroom but I didn’t think I would make it.

Sox are playing and are leading right now. I hope my being at Fenway broke the curse. I had so much fun and was sad when the last out was called. I didn’t want to leave the park. I am glad I went. I went by myself and it was good. I thought I was going to have a panic attack with the crowds on the way home but I did ok. There was some panic as the train stopped in between stations and my legs needed a break. It was so awful.

I got a major toothache going on right now. I don’t know why. Might have been the ice cream I ate. I had a turkey sandwich. It was all I wanted. I had 2 Fenway franks yesterday. It was so good. The only sad thing was they had to confiscate my pen knife because it wasn’t allowed. Now I need to buy a new one.

Taylor merch made my day

I finally got Taylor’s new CD yesterday and I opened it today. I thought it was a double album but it wasn’t but I got merch inside it! There were some cards, a patch, a magnet I think, and a gold plated bookmark, which I love. All are embossed with Black Dog. It made my day getting these things.

I woke up early today, before 9. I decided to stay up because I had my grocery delivery coming, or at least, I thought it would. I got a call around 1230 saying that they are sorry but they can’t make it at the time I requested can they come a half hour later. I said ok. The driver came at like 240. He took forever to get my things out of the truck. I was not happy. I got my turkey and after I put things away, I made a sandwich. For some reason, it bothered my stomach. It feels like I had a huge meal but I didn’t.

I’ve been playing Tortured Poets since I got it. I love this album. There are some songs I really like. It is cool today and I had to switch to PJs because wind is blowing, making my room cold. I was wearing shorts before. I love the new PJs I got. They are nice and soft. I need to take a shower today and I think I will in about an hour. Tomorrow I am going for my haircut and then going to the game. I am so excited. I am going to have Fenway Franks at Fenway. It is supposed to be in the 60s tomorrow but with wind, it might be cooler. I plan on wearing a sweatshirt and taking my other long sleeve shirt with me just in case I am cold during the game.