I have not been feeling too hot the past day or so. I went to group yesterday and it was a disaster, though most of it was good…in other respects. I got call Mike and I could see a lot of heads and eyes turning. People were respectful but I could see that all they saw was a female and not a man. That killed me and so I plan on ending my life soon because I just can’t live like this anymore. It is obvious that I can never be seen as a male, just an overweight female. And that hurts way too much for me take.
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midnightdemons7 
I agree with the other comments. And the fact that there is comments shows that you have got people intrested in what you have to say. You have inspired me to keep fighting. I see how much you are struggling with life, I am too in my own unique ways.
Ask yourself what you want out of life. And go for it until you get it. If you want to be MIke… Be the best damn Mike you can be!
I will be looking forward to your next entry(s)
I’m rootin for you Mike, hang in there!!!!!
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Please don’t kill yourself Mike. You are not alone, and there are people out there that understand and can even help. You are awesome. Don’t give up!
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Hey Mike, it’s cool by me if identify with being a male. I live in a town with many people who are transgender. It’s interesting! I hope you find a reason today to keep going one moment at a time. Reach out for more help please! You may help them as well as yourself.
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Please reconsider. The fact that you were respected is a huge accomplishment. Change can’t happen overnight. Keep working towards transition. If it doesn’t happen for another 5 years, it’s something that you’re working towards.
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