Was listening to the baseball game but I can’t listen to it anymore. Sox had a 3-0 lead and they gave it up. They got another run but the Blue Jays came back and are now 4-3, with my sox still in the lead. I hate it when the score goes back and forth. I changed the station to country and now am listening to country music.
I still am tired despite sleeping most of the day. It’s really hot and humid today. I have the A/C cranking and I am just trying to stay cool, even though it means staying in my room. I have to take a shower today but am not looking forward to it with this humidity. I will have to do it anyways because I have to put the patch on.
Since I am feeling tired, I don’t feel depressed. I also don’t feel suicidal. But yet I feel the need to commit it. I woke up with the feelings of dread and wishing I was dead. It has been a while since I woke up feeling that way. I hope it doesn’t happen tomorrow.
Last night I had a hard time going to sleep despite feeling wicked tired. I kept on coughing every time I laid down. I was so congested. I didn’t end up going to sleep until 2 in the morning so I guess that is why I am kind of tired today. I hate feeling so tired. Think I am going to take another nap.
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