nothing as planned

Well today didn’t go like I planned. I guess I needed sleep because I slept till almost three in the afternoon. I still haven’t showered yet or changed my bedding but I plan to tomorrow, but think I will take a shower today.

Though I feel kind of like my batteries have been recharged, I am still kind of pissed I didn’t do what I wanted to do today. And I didn’t have my coffee. I can’t have caffeine after 3 pm because I will be up most of the night. It was good when I was working second shift, but not when I am NOT working. Though, maybe I should have seeing as the sox have a late game again tonight.

I had the pains last night and I think I slipped into my other half because after taking my meds and listening to the game, I don’t remember what I did. I know that I went to sleep for about two hours and woke up around 0230. That is the last thing I remember. I think I read some because I have a few things on twitter about suicide, and I was quoting Dr. Shneidman. I don’t know but at least I had a good sleep.