Random 1,000

I did a lot of walking today. But it was worth the effort as I got to meet my high school friend. We chatted for a good three hours. It was good catching up with him. After we chatted, I got a fresh haircut. I feel normal now.

The ride home was ok. I am pissed the mail didn’t bring me my prescription I need. Then I went to pick up my waiting prescriptions. I really need to get off my antipsychotic. It just costs me so much money. But I need it to keep sane so it’s a hard line I am crossing. I also found out one of my meds is short. The pharmacy owes me like 75 pills. I don’t know why they even bothered to fill it! I was supposed to get 90 pills. OY VEY.

I was very hot when I came home but now that I have settled down, I am freezing! I need a nap but it’s almost bedtime so probably not a good idea to go to bed now. I should have gotten a coffee while I was out. I thought about going to the square on the way home but the red line has had some delays today. Apparently there was some smoke on a train and the train and the station had to be evacuated. That made a great morning commute! Then I got an alert that the buses were all delayed because of weather related events. Funny they didn’t have any problems yesterday, and most of the snow wasn’t plowed yet! And I hear there is another storm for this weekend. Going to be fun with all this fricken snow. I am already sick of it and it’s only the beginning of winter!

I was supposed to get my printer cartridge today but it hasn’t been delivered yet. Probably won’t be till tomorrow. I don’t know why they didn’t just have one shipment. But then, that would make sense.

I had another early morning wake up. I swear if I had to get up at 0630 in the morning, there would be no way I could do that every day. Yet I am not working and I am waking up at that hour, sometimes a few hours before, too. I don’t know why I can’t sleep at least 7 straight hours. I used to be able to sleep 12 no problem. Now I am lucky to get 5 straight. Maybe I should start drinking. But with my new muscle relaxant, I don’t think that would be a good idea. Sucks being on meds!

I feel pretty good, despite being depressed again. I am really missing my pdoc. I got an email from her and doesn’t look like she is coming back any time soon. She is healing slowly. I have a feeling it might take at least six months for her to return. It’s driving me crazy not seeing her.

My high school friend read my book. He liked it because he said I wrote like I was telling a story. I liked his perspective. He also commented that I was his first author to know personally. I was flattered by the comments.

any thoughts?