Saturday Blog 16082025

Saturday Blog 16082025

I got up really late. I didn’t feel like getting up. I was pissed off last night because my niece left me to care for the puppy all day. She stayed in her crate and pooped and pissed at my door. She also peed in the kitchen. I felt bad for the dog as it was nice out and she could have went out and run around the yard or something.

The boyfriend came home but didn’t stay long. He just comes and goes as he pleases. Pisses me off. Free room and board. Meanwhile, I am struggling to pay my bills. I was in a bad mood last night. I tried not to be today. But I heard the puppy and I didn’t want to deal with family. I wasn’t hungry but I made myself eat the what was left of the cake I made, which wasn’t much. I think I will have an Ensure with my meds tonight. I have no appetite or stomach pain.

I got out of bed with the idea of having my coffee and then shaving and brushing my teeth. I managed to brush my teeth but I didn’t shave. I need to shower but I am so tired. I don’t feel like doing it. I know I complain about this a lot but it just takes so many spoons to shower. I never know how I am going to feel, if I will get back cramps, need to sit down the whole time. Be out of breath. It just sucks.

I only have one appt this week and that is on Friday morning. I need to pick up my meds tomorrow. I wanted to go today but couldn’t get out of bed. I keep thinking today is Sunday but it’s Saturday. I had a weird night of dreams. I don’t remember them but they made me feel weird. I made some zucchini last night and it turned out terrible. I wasn’t sure what to do with it so just fried it in oil. The skin was tough on some pieces and bitter.