Pain is exhausting
I had weird dreams last night. Two of them had to do with me being pregnant and being due. The other one was of trying to remember my doctors that I have seen for my surgeries for a referral. I kept having to need my phone and go places. It was strange. I didn’t get up till about noon. I didn’t sleep during the night. I was up like at 230 and couldn’t go back to sleep. My foot didn’t hurt as much and I thought the flare was getting better but today the bones started to ache and it was downhill after that.
I ordered some groceries and all I got was my Powerade. My food choices were not available. I will have to go to the store to get them. I forgot water and tried to add it to my order but I couldn’t so I made another order. Bringing them upstairs was hard. I had taken a shower and it threw my back into a fit. I wasn’t even washed up yet. I just washed my hair and face when it freaked out. I had to sit to wash up. My sister needed help bringing down the recycle. I brought one item and I was done. My back couldn’t take anymore. It wasn’t even heavy.
I am so tired. I had a cup of coffee at 430pm thinking it would keep me awake for the game as I was just dragging. I had my T shot and didn’t cover it fast enough so got blood on my sheets. I will be changing them this weekend. After the shot, I felt exhausted. I tried taking a nap today with the pup as she was needy but I couldn’t rest. She was anxious and kept popping up to see what all the noise was. The construction across the way from me kept dropping shit or at least that is what it sounded like. They have been doing work on the house and now are building an additional space that is huge and at least a 2 decker. They are finally putting on the roof. All I know is I wish there was some place for me to go so I can escape the hammering and sawing.
All I have had to eat today was a bagel and some cookies. I didn’t feel like making dinner. I also have not drank anything other than coffee. I feel a little lightheaded. It is making the feeling of tiredness worse. I just turned on the AC and so far it hasn’t affected my foot. I hope I don’t have to take a pain med because my bowels are backed up. If I don’t go tomorrow, I will have to take miralax again and that may cause another blowout. I didn’t take senna tonight because I am going out tomorrow. I got to see my neuro. Hope I am up early enough. I got to get used to being up around 9 as my classes are at noon and I will need to leave around 10 to be on campus. I have a hard time getting up in the morning. It is going to be a struggle to be in class.
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