So the end of the week has come. I am dreading it. I am still thinking of taking my life but as I can’t get a hotel room, it doesn’t appear likely. Just to try and make myself feel better I bought a new laptop that is a little over 4 lbs. Made me feel worse. I just don’t feel like I deserve anything. I can’t shake how worthless I feel. This black cloud keeps following me where ever I go. Nothing makes me feel good. I don’t feel pleasure in anything I do. Everything feels like a chore. I just want to feel content again but I don’t think I ever will. I’m doomed to have a life of misery.
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midnightdemons7 
Thank goodness we don’t always get what we deserve! Try and enjoy your new laptop and remember that people are reading and caring and loving… Living with depression is often a nightmare we seem to never be able to wake up from, but the more we share with others – the more we realize that we aren’t alone in our own private hell.
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