Rambling 047

Not having a good day. I had to make a choice on what to do today again, between getting my coffee or getting something to eat. My ankle was just so angry for some reason today. That in turn made me angry. I hate not being able to do anything more than one thing a day. It is really annoying me but I have no choice but to accept it. I spent the day writing a little bit in my book but could only get a few pages in. I tried a little bit after I took some pain meds and got a few more. So in that sense, I have been productive.

I also am not in a good mood because, as I was predicting, I got my menses today. I don’t know why it is suddenly starting on a Friday like it has the last few times it has started. I will be calling my repro endo doc on Monday to complain to get on something different. I stuck out the patch as long as I could but it just is not working for me. I hate having to go back to a pill but what choice do I have? I felt really depressed before now am feeling worse.

The other day I was carrying a heavy load of groceries and think I pulled some chest muscles. I have been having some muscle spasms in my chest and now I am experiencing pain in the rib area. Just wonderful. Maybe it is a heart attack and I will be lucky to die from it, though I doubt I will be that lucky. It doesn’t hurt when I breathe so that is good.

I really have been trying to lay low today. But I can’t stand staying in my room anymore, though soon as I do leave my room I want to go back. Going up and down the stairs is killing me. I went down to my sister’s apartment today to make my coffee as I needed a cup today. I wanted to try out the K-cup disposable cups I bought, where you put your own coffee in for the Keurig machine. It came out so awesome. I had a cup of my Blue Java that was perfect as if it came from the clover itself. The clover is the individualized coffee maker that Starbucks uses for their premiere coffees. I really have to get the Hawaiian Ka’u coffee now, though I don’t know if I will like it hot. I have not mastered the art of making iced coffee at home. And I have only had this coffee iced. There is a difference in taste between hot and iced. I noticed it the first time I had one coffee hot and the next day I had it iced. I mostly have been having iced coffee because the hot is sometimes too strong. But then that is my preference.

I belong to a baseball group on Facebook. One of the members really pissed me off today. She wanted to have just one thread going for bitching about the game tomorrow as it is not on the regular network. I mostly have been listening to the game most of the time. I have to keep my foot elevated and I find it hard to do if I am sitting on the couch. Least while I am in my room, I can recline on my bed better than I can on the couch. I don’t mind listening to it. Some times the announcers get annoying but so can those on TV.

I watched my niece tonight and we watch Pooh’s Heffalump movie. It was cute. I miss watching it. Then she wanted to watch Bevery Hills Chihuahua 2 movie and I almost fell asleep. Movie was do dull. My niece was narrating the movie as she has seen it a thousand times, which was annoying me. I don’t like Chihuahuas. I think they are a rat dog that are yappers. Soon as my brother in law came home I went upstairs.