Christmas Eve 2013
Did some food shopping and have not stopped eating since I came home. I got the hungry horrors. I know it is because I didn’t eat much yesterday. I had little appetite because I was sick from my migraine that I got to close the night off. I was wondering why I was nauseous all day. I never learn that it is due to migraine.
I am feeling sad. I just called my Godmother to say thank you for the birthday gift she gave me. She didn’t sound too good. She could barely hear me and her mouth was chattering due to her Parkinson’s disease. I feel really bad for her. I miss hanging out with her on this day. Christmas Eve was always the day to spend with family and then open presents at midnight after midnight mass. This year I am spending it alone. I am staying home, having a TV dinner and watching “It’s a Wonderful Life”. I might watch Patrick Stewart’s version of the Christmas Carol if I am feeling up to it. The rest of my family (mother and sisters) are going down to my aunt’s house for their fish dinner. I don’t like fish so I am just staying home. I don’t like my aunt anyways.
I just want to have solitary tonight. Christmas doesn’t mean that much to me like it once did. I miss my father’s side of the family. But we don’t talk too much anymore.
The fall I took yesterday hurt my hip. I am really sore and found it difficult to find a comfortable position. I didn’t sleep well but what else is new.
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