I had made another copy of my manuscript today to go over it a little. I wanted to see if anything struck me so I can add to it or fix it a little before the editor sees it. A fellow blogger has kindly volunteered to read over the book and get back to me with comments about it. I should hear from her in a week or so.
I was so anxious about all that I had to do and what went on with my appointments from last week and the depressive weekend I had, I called my therapist for a session. We talked about the book and we agreed to take it like thirty pages at time or chapter by chapter. Some chapters are short so I think going by pages will be better.
We also talked about the appointments that I made for this week. I have the appointment with the podiatrist on Thursday morning at the crack of dawn. It was the first available appointment and I want to get this over with so I took the 7:15 am slot. Means I have to get up really early but I have been waking up early the past few weeks so it shouldn’t be a big deal, least I hope it won’t be. I also called the dentist, the appointment I have been most dreading for months now. I got the appointment tomorrow morning at 8. Just lovely. I know I am going to get reprimanded by not brushing every day and not brushing well on my back teeth. I just got to hope I don’t have a cavity. I will have to take an Ativan tomorrow because I know I will be freaking out with the scraping. It has been at least three years since my last dental visit so I am sure there is plenty of stuff to scrape. UGH. But I got these appointments out of the way and as long as the bus shows up when it is supposed to, I should be able to make the podiatry appointment Thursday without any problems. I just hope I don’t have to go for xrays or an MRI. I have had enough of those for a lifetime.
My mood today has sucked. Even my latte wasn’t great today as I almost chucked it up after drinking it. I don’t know why I am so gaggy today. I smell certain things and I gag. The worst was the trash today. YUCK! Luckily the contents of my stomach stayed in my stomach today. But it was just an uncomfortable thing to go through. I hope I am not getting a migraine. I really don’t feel like it but that could account for the nausea.
Found out today that my therapist broke her knee cap when she fell on some ice. I feel bad. But it’s good she doesn’t have to have it surgically repaired. She just has to wear a brace for a while until it heals.
I still am feeling anxious about things. I am nervous about the podiatry appointment because I didn’t think I was going to get in this week. I think I am going to be taking a lot more Ativan this week than I usually do. With the dental appointment and the podiatry in the same week, there is no doubt about it.
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