I have been doing a lot of thinking lately about things. Some I can’t really grasp. I was pain free for a few days and now I am in some pain, especially when I bear weight on my foot. It is making walking and going down stairs difficult. I got up early this morning and had coffee. I really want to take a pain pill but I am supposed to go out with my friend today. Trouble is, he hasn’t gotten back to me about what time we are supposed to go out. I am really frustrated with this because he does this all the time. He says lets hang out and I am left waiting for an email on when we are going out. I guess I am just annoyed easily these days as my anxiety has been through the roof.
I hate being in pain but I don’t want to sleep all day because that is what will happen if I take my pain meds. The pain is tolerable and like I said, as long as I don’t bear weight on it, I should be fine. But that also means I am stuck on my bed where I can elevate it. I am already bored. I have maxed out my game rewards. I can’t do anything on my game for another couple of hours. Baseball game isn’t for another hour. I think I will listen to the game. I probably shouldn’t have had coffee as it gave me energy and now I have nothing to do with it. I don’t know how I am going to take a shower today. It’s like everything I want to do, I can’t because my damn foot is bothering me.
I have been on my laptop most of the morning transferring the Sox game to my computer so I can transfer it to DVD. My first go round with my old laptop didn’t work. And I would like to watch the game today as a reminder of what it was like to win the Series. I just hope that MPEG4 can be used on DVD players. I know nothing about the technology. For all I know, it could be the wrong one. There is one for iPod/iTouch so I think MPEG4 is the right one for other players. But we’ll see. I know I won’t be able to play it on my DVD player because it is too old.
It’s getting to be lunch time and I need to make myself something to eat. This is going to be a challenge being on my feet. Think I will take something so I am not in horrible pain afterwards. If it makes me sleepy and my friend calls, maybe I will go out anyways to wake up. If he doesn’t, like I know he won’t, least I will be medicated and not in so much pain.
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