Tired, again, and out of sorts

Tired, again and out of sorts

I had a rough time sleeping last night. I think I finally gave in sometime around 0200. I was just so alert and hyper that I just couldn’t sleep. I read a little of the civil war book and that seemed to calm me down enough for the meds to work. I really thought I was going to be up all night. I slept for about 2 hours before I got up again. Then fell asleep for another few hours. I made breakfast and then went back to sleep. I woke up around 1400. I feel rested but I could go back to sleep easily.

I haven’t done anything today. I wanted to do some edits but that doesn’t seem to be happening. Maybe later tonight when my brain has some more power to it than it does right now. I am glad I didn’t have a second cup of coffee yesterday. I know I would have been up all night.

Right now I am feeling ok, neither happy nor sad. It was supposed to rain till 11 to today but it is still raining out. So I am not going out. I will try and go out tomorrow, provided there is no snow on the ground.

I am past my goal of reading the Civil War book so I plan on starting the Dostoevsky book soon. I read it before and I enjoyed it. And this time there won’t be any pressure to read it because I am not in class anymore. I am excited to read this one because it is my favorite book to read. And it is the first fiction book that I have read since Harry Potter. I have bought a sci-fi thriller called “Lethal Code” by Thomas Waite. I plan on reading that after the “Idiot”.

My ankle is hurting today, probably because of the rain. I haven’t taken anything for it yet. I am hoping it will go away on its own.

I feel like having popcorn. That might be my supper. I am not in the mood to have anything else. My sister invited me out to eat but I haven’t showered or even gotten dressed so I told her thank but no thanks. She told me what we were doing for my father’s birthday next week. We will be going to one of his favorite restaurants by his house. I like this place. I can get my cheeseburger BLT sandwich! Their fries are awesome too. I just hope I have the appetite as it has been either feast or famine lately. There have been no in betweens.