Ortho and therapy
I have been up since 0400. I woke up to pee and just decided to stay up as I knew going back to bed would be exhausting. I had my coffee and breakfast around 5am. I thought I would see the sunrise but it was cloudy and rainy so I didn’t.
I took an Uber to the hospital because it was cold and rainy out, plus I snoozed and it was too late to take the bus. My appointment went well. I can do light activities and can lift no more than 10 lbs. I can finally lift my 5 lb weights that I bought. I am so excited. I haven’t gotten them out yet but I probably will tomorrow after my appointment with the oral surgeon.
After ortho, I went shopping. I bought some American cheese as we were out. Then I went to Starbucks to have a latte. It was so good. I came home and put the stuff away. Then went up to my room and had an argument with the uro department about UTIs. The nurse was not helpful and I said I wanted my NP’s opinion on the matter. They told me she would be in on Wed. I said fine, I wasn’t looking for an urgent answer. The question was non urgent so why they felt like they had to respond to my inquiry is beyond me.
I then had therapy and exploded to her about the situation with uro, my bladder, and being suicidal. I didn’t tell her what I was planning on doing. I just couldn’t. She wants me to reach out to my friends on Twitter. I told her I would. I haven’t reached out to anyone yet. I really don’t think people will understand what I am going through.
After therapy, I had leftover pizza for dinner. My mother was using an air fryer to make her dinner on the encouragement of my sister. I don’t know who got the thing but it is small. My mother didn’t like it because the food was hard and she couldn’t eat it. I knew she would find something wrong with the thing.
I got to be up early tomorrow for my oral surgery eval. I am kind of scared. I still don’t know if I will go through with it. I am of the mentality if it ain’t broke, don’t fix it.