blood donation and appointments

Blood donation and appointments

Yesterday took a lot out of me. I was so tired when I came home I was short of breath for a good while. I wasn’t wheezing but it took a long time for me to catch my breath. I was that tired. I spent nearly six hours out, four of them at the hospital. The café was open to visitors so I was able to have my beets salad. It was so good even though the beets were sliced instead of whole. I didn’t feel like eating chicken salad as I had my PB&J sandwich. I was so full because of the amount of drinking I was doing. I went to the bathroom like three times. I did ok for my donation. I had a good phlebotomist who got me on the first try. I told her my veins were deep and she said yes they were. She was so nice. I hope that if I donate again, I get her.

My neuro appointment went well. Nothing serious is going on with my head or nerves. I still need to be careful with my back because I have a disc that is trouble. I forgot to ask her why my thigh flares up when I give the T shot. I am not sure if the muscle is directly connected or not. I was going to ask my PT but it snowed last night and I didn’t want to deal with it so I canceled my appointment. I tried to reschedule it but she is booked.

I didn’t have a good sleep last night, tired as I was. Pain kept me up like every four hours. I got up when my med alarm went off. I am thinking of taking a shower today because I am wicked itchy for some reason and I have been sweating most of the day. The temps are just above freezing so I don’t know why I am so damn hot. My CRPS foot is cold, however, right in the bones. I had to take off the wool socks because my ankles swelled up and the elastic was hurting me. I have been trying to stay hydrated and eat today but I am not too hungry or thirsty so it has been hard.

I met with my psychiatrist today (via zoom). I asked if he wanted any blood work as I am getting my blood drawn in a couple weeks and he said no. He needed an A1c but I already had it done. We talked about donating and he was amazed that I gave. He said that I had saved someone’s life by donating. I hope so. I wish I knew if my blood was used or not but they don’t tell you. I got some juice and a long sleeve t-shirt that I really like. It doesn’t have anything on it except the blood donor center on the breast area. Today I am so pooped. I had ¾ of a black bean burger. I had coffee. I know I shouldn’t be drinking a lot of coffee while I am recovering but I am dragging. I am trying to drink Powerade and water. But it is hard to drink when you aren’t thirsty and just want to sleep.

Since Sunday, I have been having bladder pain. Urine is clear so I don’t think I have an infection. If I still have it next week, I will have my urine checked. It is just annoying. I have to go to the pharmacy to pick up my prescription. I am waiting for my T to be filled and then I will go. My mother wanted me to mail something for her but I am not going near a mailbox and I am not crossing the main street twice to do it. I told her I wasn’t going that way. It would take too many spoons that I don’t have. My psychiatrist validated my energy levels. I told him what happened last week when I had tried to clear my room with the help of my niece but my niece bailed on me and I got yelled at by four family members because I just left the stuff. I was called a hoarder and I told him I don’t have an emotional connection to the recycles I just don’t have the energy to take it downstairs. I still haven’t touched my trash bag only because it is a little out of reach and stuff is everywhere. I am overwhelmed with trying to get it together to throw out. I will try and get it together before Thursday when it is trash day. I have an early appointment that day so I can take out the bag and put it in the bin when I leave. This will take some planning on my part. Of course it all depends if I get up early enough. Otherwise, all bets are off.

sunday blog 23012022

Sunday Blog 23012022

I didn’t get up when my med alarm went off. I was so tired. I woke up a couple of times during the night. I had woken up at midnight and it took a while for me to settle down and get back to sleep. I hope I have a better night tonight as I got to be up and out of the house by 9 so I can see my neurologist in the morning. I also need to donate blood. I hope the café is open to patients so I can get lunch. I will bring a sandwich just in case they are closed to the public. I am trying to hydrate as much as I can. I figure I will switch between Powerade and water.

I did my arm exercises this afternoon after I had my coffee. It was tough but I did it. I was fatigued afterwards. I shaved my head while heating up my lunch. I had missed a spot yesterday when I was I was shaving. I finally took a shower and washed all my parts with my new soap. I had shaved my face and head. I look good bald.

I got to pack my bag and make sure I have enough caths for the time out. I will be drinking a lot so I need to make sure I have more than enough. It is going to be cold tomorrow. I am debating taking an Uber so I don’t waste energy on the T getting to my appointment. I just really hope I am not rushing in the morning because I know I will forget something.

I am listening to Taylor on my laptop. I only have Red and folklore on. It is enough. It is all I have been listening to the past few months anyway. I am trying to stay awake so I can drink at least 3L. I have drank one so far. I need to do my meds for the week. I will do it in a little while. I want to finish writing first.

I plan on bringing my book to read while I am waiting in between appointments tomorrow. I read two chapters last night. I read about the myths of suicide. Stuff like asking about suicide plants the idea in people’s head. Totally false. Or if they are suicidal they always will be suicidal. Another falsehood. Another one is if they are talking about suicide they won’t go through with it. False. I am really enjoying this book.

Shoulder is hurting today. I don’t know if the exercises contributed or not. I don’t want to take ibuprofen because I don’t know if it will disqualify me from giving blood so I am just going to take BT med and Tylenol. I haven’t brushed my teeth yet. I think I will do it before bed.

Saturday blog 22012022

I was having a hard time last night. 4 family members were upset with me because I didn’t bring the recycle down. I had asked my niece to do it and she never did so I got the blame. I got called a hoarder and it really hurt because i know I am not.

Today I slept until my bladder was gonna explode. My sister was in our bathroom so I had to go downstairs to use my other sister’s bathroom, which meant not cathing because she doesn’t have catheters in her bathroom and I didn’t grab any before leaving my room. I had something to eat and coffee. I feel like I could go back to sleep. I actually went to bed around 7 last night but I didn’t sleep. I felt guilty going to bed so early.

I had a difficult day as I got my haircut and then had to go to urgent care for my blood pressure issues. I was having side effects from the blood pressure pill and the doc wanted to put me on a Holter monitor. I said no. My new pcp is going to see me Thursday to start me on the beta blocker lebatalol. But I got to be seen in person. At 0830. Yuck. Next week is going to be a busy week so i hope by Thursday I have some insomnia so I can go to the appt. Otherwise i could sleep through the appt.

I am going to try and shower today. I want to shave my head but don’t think I can do it. I haven’t brushed my teeth in three days. I am so bad when it comes to this stuff. My new toothpaste has become community property. I am not happy about this. I am so tired I just want to go back to bed. I took my morning meds when I got up at 2pm. That is really late to take my twice a day pain med. I just had a really hard time sleeping during the night. I kept waking up to pee.