Migraine day
Since last night, I have been fighting a migraine. I thought it had gone away, without any medicine, but I was wrong. The right side of my face feels numb and is throbbing. I haven’t taken my migraine meds yet. I am still waiting for the Excedrin to do its magic. If that doesn’t work, then it’s my migraine med time.
It’s a raw, cold, cloudy day today. I was planning on going out but nixed it when I felt how cold it was. So much for spring. Tomorrow night, I am to go out to dinner with friends so it is just as well that I conserve my energy for that. I am looking forward to seeing my friends as I haven’t seen them since November. It’s always a good night for laughs. I am not sure where we will be having dinner. I hope it’s Old Country Buffet. I really like it there. I just hope the commuter rail runs on time and there are no delays. Despite there being no weather impairments, there still seems to be delays, especially during the evening rush hour. We will be catching the 16:50 train so there is a chance it might be delayed.
I waited till 12:40 for my therapist to call me today. I know it was silly as I canceled my appointment but sometimes she forgets and calls anyway. I kind of like not having therapy. I have been in therapy so long, that I am enjoying this breather. I kind of already am not looking forward to next week when I go back. I want to cancel but I don’t think I will get away with it. All day I have had Gary Allan’s “See if I Care” song in my head. I don’t know why so I put on my MP3 player to drown it out. Right now I am listening to Carrie Underwood’s “Wasted”. I love that song. Granted, listening to music is not helping my headache, but it is soothing my inner anxiety. I don’t know why, but am having that anxiety that give me chest pains. Or maybe it’s the chest pains that are giving me anxiety? Either way, it’s not a comfortable experience.
I requested my medication to be refilled today and then got an email saying it was out of stock. I called the pharmacy to find out when it will be in, and the tech said the order had just came in. It should be filled sometime today. I don’t know why I listen to these fricken emails. I get them saying my insurance didn’t go through (I call, it went through). It drives me crazy. Why send a dumb email when it’s not true? It just sends me in a panic for no reason. I just checked the status and it’s still telling me out of stock. I have until next Tuesday until I run out so I hope it is filled by the end of the week. And because I think it’s a brand name still, I get to use my savings card which will save me $25. But I won’t know until they fill it. I hate waiting!
I think allergies are contributing to me feeling yucky today. My nose has been running since I woke up this morning. I don’t think I am getting sick because I feel okay otherwise. Last night was a bad pain night, again. I hate when I have a semi good day and then at night, wham! I am in pain. It took me forever to get to sleep, even with the damn headache I had. It’s the season, though I have yet to see any blooming going on.
Yesterday, my favorite actor’s dog passed away. I feel so bad for him. 18 years is a long time to love a dog. I hope that Riley is in a better place now up in dog heaven. His favorite posting was “I’M A DOG” whenever he posted a pic of her. I am going to miss seeing the pic as much as he is missing her right now. It’s amazing that people share their pets on the net and we grow attached to seeing them, even though we never see them in the real world. His wife rescued a dog called Lucy and she has been posting pics of when she was just 5 weeks old to now. It’s been amazing seeing this little, rib caged dog grow up healthy and with meat on her bones. It makes my day seeing these pictures. I will never own a dog because I am not a dog person, but I like seeing pictures of them. Same with cats, though I am a cat person. I just can’t own one right now because my mother would have a heart attack. Or worse, fall because the damn cat got between her legs or something.
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