Sunday Blog
Yesterday, I spent most of the day sleeping. I woke up in the wee hours of the morning and couldn’t go back to sleep till 4 or 5 am. I was tired most of the day.
I currently am reading a book on Bipolar disorder. It is the first edition of the book and now there is a 3rd edition. I plan on getting it this week. I like to know why there are different classifications of bipolar disorder as I know the DSM V (the psychiatrist’s bible to diagnosis) has changed the criteria for the disorder. I think the main reason I don’t have bipolar II is because I never had a full blown manic episode. I wouldn’t want on anyways. From what I have been reading, it sounds like nothing but trouble. I am glad that I am on a mood stabilizer that doesn’t allow mood swings like I was having.
I got my menses and I am not happy about it. I have to take a shower today to get rid of the filth. I hate it really bad but my mood hasn’t gone south on me so that is good. I did have a Mr. Hyde experience while I was up. Actually, I don’t know if I did or not because I just wrote down lyrics to 3 Doors Down away from the sun. The lyrics caused some worry for my friends. I guess I should have stated that these were lyrics but I let it go. Oh well. If people don’t know the song, not my fault.
I took my morning meds and some pain meds today. I really just want to sleep today as I had a bad night sleeping with weird dreams. I dreamt that I was back in the hospital and no one was doing checks. Then my mother came to visit along with Tim Mcgraw. Weird.
I am going to order groceries this month. I really need to have my stuff but I know that I can’t physically go to the store and get what I need. It will just cause my leg to become upset with me. I have a partial list going so I just have to add a few things and I am done. I am NOT going to pick an early time like I did the last time. I will pick an afternoon time because that is what I want to do. I love online ordering.
I am trying to get ahead in my Facebook game but I don’t think I can do it. It is a little overwhelming because I have three pages of missions to do. And of course I need the help of my neighbor to complete them, but they are doing the newer mission so it’s hard to complete the older ones. I have to use my other FB accounts to get ahead.
I am feeling okay despite a dip in my mood yesterday. I still am exhausted from doing nothing. I just made my breakfast, nothing to strenuous, just a couple of hard boiled eggs with some toast. Now I need a nap. I hate when my energy is low. I still have to change my sheets that I have been meaning to change for a month now. That totally zaps my energy. But it needs to be done so I plan on doing a little bit at a time cleaning off the rest of the stuff on my bed so I can take the bedding off. It’s such a chore because it hurts my back when I am struggling to get the sheets on the bed. I have no problem getting them off, just getting them off. But I know once I do it, I will feel accomplished.
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