Waking Up in Pain Sucks

Waking Up in Pain Sucks

It’s another morning where I am greeted by pain and have to take pain meds to control it. Thing is, it’s my right leg that hurts, though my ankle is still bothering me. I took a walk to Walgreens to pick up my prescription and was hoping to get some gravy and instant mashed potatoes. But they didn’t have the gravy. So I got a box of chocolate chip cookies and Oreo ice cream instead.

I then check Facebook and was appalled that a stupid aunt fixed a picture of a missing girl with a girl that was found dead last week. The picture is two years old as she has been “missing” but the police refuse to see it that way. The girl is with her father so I don’t understand how she could do such a thing. People have foolishly been sharing the post. So you have a live girl and a dead girl in this post. Disgusting. I feel for the missing and dead child. I just think it’s wrong to add the missing girl to the dead one, especially as she is not “missing” and the picture is old. Really pisses me off that people would want publicity that bad. Why not post ALL the missing children with the dead girl. Then the dead girl will never be known! Least the missing girl has a name and a family. Nothing is known about the dead girl, no name, no nothing. She isn’t in a missing database, that we know of. It is just sad.

I know I am in a rotten mood because of pain. I tried to make a good appearance with my sister today. We had coffee and breakfast together, something that doesn’t happen often. But she wanted me to see her yesterday and I just didn’t want to see my father, who was there. I already spent three days with him this week. I had my fill.

I need to take a shower today. I was going to take one yesterday but I got lazy after watching the movie. I really got sleepy and didn’t want to leave my comfy bed. Plus my ankle was acting up again and I really didn’t want to be standing on it. It sucks that pain dictates my activities. I really want to go to the Square today but there are no buses that go there directly. I would have to walk or go around the world to get there. And today is Sunday so the buses don’t run as frequently. I will have to wait until tomorrow and hope that they still have my summer coffee that I like, Kati Kati. It is so good! And I need another bag of regular coffee, too, as I am running low on my Breakfast Blend. They no longer have my Brazil Nova Resende coffee, but they have another Brazil coffee that is excellent. I might get that if they don’t have the Kati Kati. So because the bus schedule sucks today, I won’t be going out, again. I told my sister while we were having coffee that I would be editing. I told her about my writing seems good when I first write but then sucks when I edit. She didn’t comment. I don’t think my sister thinks highly of my writing. But then, whenever I say that I am writing, my family makes me do something else. I don’t think they get how serious I take my writing.

I am deleting my Facebook page today. I am sick of the flags, American and Confederate debate, the stupid “should the national Anthem be played at sporting events” question every single fucking day. I am tired of the damn memes. I am just sick of it all. I’ll just stay on Twitter because that stuff is original, for the most part. You can post memes but it’s far and in between. And at least the pics aren’t offensive. I will miss the baby pics and cute animal pics that my friends share but they are not shown frequently like the other junk that is pissing me off.

I will probably write another blog today. It’s going to be a long day as I have been up so damn early in pain.