Category: depression

Editing done!

I have been doing a little editing every day the past few days and today I am finally done! Now I just need to format it for Amazon which is a headache so I will put that off for another day. My ankle is hurting me today so I didn’t go to class but I am reading my book. I did chapter 9 words. My allergies are fucking killing me and my sinuses hurt so bad. I need to go to the pharmacy but I really don’t feel like walking. So I asked my cousin for a ride and he obliged. The pollen is high again today but I got the sinus stuff and some MTN dew that I decided to grab. Someone ate my Ben and Jerry’s. I am not happy about this.

My new glasses are ready. I am going to pick them up tomorrow if my ankle is feeling better. I just had something to eat and now I feel a nap coming on. I am so tired all of a sudden. I hate when the sleepiness kicks in and it is nearly every day around 5pm.

I have been waiting for my cell bill to come in and apparently I already paid it for this month. My bill should be lower now that I paid off the new phone. Sox are playing early tonight so I can’t wait to listen to the game. They are in Cleveland. I was thinking about going to the game on Saturday but tickets are too expensive. I am not going to pay $60 for just ONE ticket. They have not been good at home. I will just listen to the game. Maybe I will buy some Fenway Franks and have a few hot dogs. Game time is around dinner time so that might be a plan.

I am so happy I got the editing done. I feel relieved. Now I can concentrate on my psych class. I don’t know what is going on with my muscles but they have been cramping all afternoon. I hope I don’t have to take an Ativan before the game starts. I took a Sudafed so my sinuses are clear but I got major post nasal drip going on. My face still hurts though. I might take some ibuprofen.

If my ankle feels better tomorrow, I will go pick up my glasses. It’s an hour away by T. There are no places to eat or have coffee near the vision store. I would have to go to the square up the street. It has been two weeks since I hurt my ankle/foot. I have been meaning to make an appointment with ortho but keep forgetting. I don’t think I need to be seen as the pain is only worse when I am on my foot too much. I’ve been resting it today.

Deranged weirdo

I have been listening to Taylor Swift’s Tortured Poet’s Department Anthology and it has been great. There is a lyric and I quite don’t know the song yet where she says she is a deranged weirdo. I love it. I also bought Pearl Jam’s new album. It wasn’t exciting but better than their last album.

I showered today and brushed my teeth. I also have been working on the edits of my book. It is a slow process and I am wicked pissed off at my editor who basically just abandoned me before the finished product. I feel so ripped off. I don’t have the money to get another editor and I am so close to having this published soon.

I worked on my psych while making my lunch. Then I went downstairs to my sisters and had a burger. I can never say no to a burger. I got some things accomplished today but now I am so bloody tired. I’ve been up for approximately six hours and am ready for a nap. I have no energy. I just been doing stuff though. I have avoided lying down so far.

Tomorrow is my youngest niece’s birthday. We will be going out to a Mexican restaurant. I have never been there before. Should be fun. I have therapy in the afternoon. I was thinking about going to Starbucks to work on my book but there might not be time. I still need to do Chapter 9 in my psych. I finished chapter 8.

I just hope I am up before 11 tomorrow. It has been hard for me to get up in the morning. My last therapy session was at 9 and even though I was somewhat awake, I was sleepy as fuck. I had to take Benadryl again last night because my allergies were terrible yesterday. I think it has been giving me a hangover that has been hard to shake off.

I got my grades for anthro today, the last day for P/F/W. I scored a 41 on both exams. I withdrew. I hated to do it but I can’t afford an F. I reluctantly went to my psych class and glad I did as we had an exam. I didn’t study at all but I think I did ok. I missed class Tues so I had no idea there was an exam. I don’t look at the syllabus. Guess I should.

I am back in Starbucks after the exam. I wanted a coffee and Chipotle. I ordered a different beef and it is wicked salty. I don’t like it at all. I also wanted just a vanilla cold brew and ended up with hazelnut because I didn’t look at what I ordered previously. Oops. It is wicked sweet.

So now I just have my psych class to focus on. I don’t have to read the book on sex workers in Paraguay. Now I can read Norse Mythology for fun and work on my book on weekends. I am tired so don’t think I’ll be doing anything tonight. Sox had a day game so my night is free. They lost.

It is raining. I took off my sweatshirt but will have to put it back on as it’s chilly. I’m going home soon. Hoping this coffee doesn’t put me asleep.