tired

Tired

I took about three naps today. I just couldn’t get my motor running. I just wanted to stay in bed all day and that is basically what I did. I needed the rest from the past two days of running around.

I have been off my diet for the past few days. I really have been bad. But I don’t care anymore. I can’t see starving myself as a solution and I can’t see how cutting back on the food I love is helping because they are the only food that I eat.

I have not written in my book all week. I have stopped at where my therapist cries and I am not sure how to continue from there. I am still thinking about it. I was hoping to work on it today but I have been so exhausted. I picked up my niece and needed another nap. I didn’t have coffee today so maybe that is it. I hope that I can work on my book tomorrow or I will just get behind.