Email problems
So apparently I am no longer getting notifications of my MSN account to my phone and Google Chrome doesn’t notify me either of new messages. I sometimes get a message when I sign in my laptop, but that doesn’t happen all the time. My psych emailed me back and I think she was pissed that I was frustrated with her. Now I am miffed. Prior to me sending her my last email, I sent her 2 and had no response. So yes, I am frustrated with her and feel like she isn’t answering my emails. I told her I miss her and something to the effect like email contact just sucks. It has been almost three months since I last saw her. We used to have biweekly contact so not hearing from her kind of stinks. (For those that are new reading my blog, she broke her hip before Halloween.)
I haven’t done anything today except play my annoying game, which just sent out a new timed mission. I haven’t clicked on it to see what it is about. I might forgo it.
I just got a migraine from hell. I think I used too much pepper in my eggs that I had for lunch. My head is killing me. I really want to nap but I already slept till 2 today, after being up at 545 am. I fear that if I sleep, I will wake up around 2100 and then I won’t sleep till who knows what hour. Maybe I should have some coffee. I haven’t had any caffeine today so maybe that is why I got the migraine from hell.
Once the migraine goes away, I think I will type up my notes for the blog post that I am working on. Funny, I had a dream that there was a CAMS chat on Twitter in a few days time and I was like I have to do this blog before then, in like two days time. I was with a high school friend and she got annoyed that I was ignoring her when I got the tweet about the chat. We were in my house that I grew up in. I don’t know why I keep dreaming about this house. Seems like every dream lately has this house in it. I am either in the kitchen or living room in these dreams. So strange. Got to ask my therapist what it means when I talk with her tomorrow. I hope we have time for everything I need to talk with her about. We also have a session on Wednesday in case we do run out of time. Seems like every time she goes away, things build. I try writing her letters and mailing them when she is back in the office. It really stinks not seeing her, too. But I got to see her on my birthday so that was good. For those new reading my blog, my therapist is 30 miles away from me and I don’t have a car. She used to have an office in the town next to mine, which is where we first started seeing each other. But then she had a child and it was difficult commuting back and forth, especially during the harsh winters we have been having. She doesn’t have email so I snail mail her letters. I just got her to start texting me back, so that is some progress, technologically at least. I know she has an iPhone but doesn’t know how to use it. I think it is a 3 and as long as it works, she is not going to upgrade. I really wish she would someday get email but she barely has time to read my blog post some days.
Fuck it, I think I am going to take a nap.
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