SSDD

SSDD

I didn’t do anything today. I woke up with a backache that prevented me from going to my niece’s birthday party. I just really didn’t want to be around people, especially as my stomach was giving me indications it might let lose. So between my stomach and back, I decided not to attend. I had a turkey sandwich and tater tots for my lunch and dinner. I really didn’t want anything else.

My mood is pretty low. I have a lot on my mind but I don’t feel like talking about it. Least not online anyways. I haven’t even made any FB statuses, except for baseball, on how I am really doing. I just want to hide away from everyone. The jerk who cut my hair, sprayed some cologne on me and it transferred to my tried and true baseball hat. Now I need to wash it to get the smell out. I have some sweatshirts that need washing so I can just throw it in there, but my biggest fear is that the hat will shrink. I already have a small, and I don’t need a tight fitting cap. We’ll see when I wash it. I certainly won’t be putting it in the dryer to dry.

I slept for most of the day. Only time I was really up was during the baseball game and having lunch/dinner. And what a fucking game it was. We lost 18-7. Damn pitcher came apart in the 3rd inning. It was the new guy, Miley. I really am not impressed with him. He can’t go longer than 2 innings! What the hell kind of pitcher is that?? He walked four men! He just totally sucks. And the relief pitchers are just as bad. When I stopped watching the game, it was 10-0. So, obviously, the O’s batted the hell out of the relievers to make it 18-7. Not sure how we scored the 7 runs as I wasn’t listening or watching the game. Maybe we had a chance of a comeback and then we got blown out. I will never know. I suppose I could check the box scores, if I was that interested. But I am not. Game is a loss.

I wanted to read but it never happened. I was too tired and in too much pain to sit long enough to do so. I really haven’t touched the book in a couple of days. I am just waiting for my new glasses to come to I can actually read without straining my eyes. When I posted my eyeglass update on FB, a good friend of mine joked that I am old, because I need multi-focal lenses. I had to laugh because he is older than I am by at least 2 years.

Tomorrow I am going to the science museum to see the Maya exhibit. I cannot wait. My friend is treating me and we will be seeing a movie at the Omni. I just hope I don’t get sick like I did the last time. This is a 3D movie theater and the motion of it can sometimes get me sick. Last time I went, I had to shut my eyes the whole time. It was not a fun experience.

This week is going to be difficult for me. My game ends on Thursday. I don’t think I am going to finish any of the missions, even though I have keys to finish it. I just don’t know what causes the pop up of the mission to finish. And once you use a key, the screen disappears. It doesn’t go back to the mission to finish screen. It is annoying me because I have 12 keys I could use to finish 12 missions. Once the game ends, I don’t know what I am going to do. I can’t play poker for more than a half hour at a time. It just gets boring after losing more hands than you win. I really am worried that I might just go insane with boredom.

I have a couple of phone calls to make tomorrow regarding my father. I have been putting it off for a while now and now that it is the end of the month, I have no choice. I hope I can call in the morning so that I am not on hold for too long. I hate being on hold!