I felt like making oatmeal cookies and made them today. Next time I am using parchment paper so I don’t struggle with getting the cookies off the pan. Man were they a pain in the ass to get off. Then my mother wanted me to make a cake for her. I was really tired by that point so came up with excuses. I still feel like I should nap but I ate a lot of dough and cookies so my stomach is not happy with me right now. I think if I laid down, I’d throw up.
Other than making cookies, I really didn’t do anything today. I didn’t even make coffee. I just wasn’t in the mood. I did make pancakes this morning. They were oatmeal pancakes. Today is just an oatmeal day. I did too much as my leg and ankle are thanking me by hurting really bad. No matter I have the rest of the night to relax. I do have to take a shower sometime before bed. I knew I was going to be hurting as the last time I made cookies, I hurt really bad afterwards. There is no balance. I even washed all the baking ware, which added to my grief. But I couldn’t leave it for my mother because she would have a fit.
I have a crap load of Bones episodes to watch. That started my leg hurting. I just can’t sit in a normal chair. Gravity just causes my ankle to hurt, or something to that effect. It really causes my leg and ankle to swell. I will try and watch one more episode of Bones tonight but I am not sure it will happen. I am really tired from baking. I also still have the Sons of Liberty series to watch. It looks very interesting. I was able to watch the first one, which was two hours long. I love the revolutionary stuff. My TiVo is almost at full capacity so I really need to watch my shows. Otherwise, nothing new is going to record.
I feel really depressed. Making the cookies were a distraction for my sadness for a little while. Today, my cousin is having his huge reception for his wedding. I wish I could be down in DC to see it but I just don’t have the funds to be down there. He had an informal ceremony in December and now is having a big get together. I have visited him before. He has a gorgeous house. He will be moving down to Texas in June. I told him I would save up the money to visit him then. He has a swimming pool so it will be nice. I guess that is part of the reason I am so depressed. I can’t be with his gay friends. I wish I had more gay friends, or at least friends that were in the same state as I am in.
I’m also depressed because my Sox are losing terribly. Both their pitching and hitting sucks. They have lost their last I don’t know how many games. Their only win this week was on the fifth, when I had a shot of Patron to celebrate. I have been scrolling the Twitter feed. Seems they are going to make some roster changes. I do hope that it happens. Something needs to happen or they are going to have another sucky year. I don’t think the manager will still be the manager come October if that happens. I really like the manager but he has to do something to get more wins from his team. I also hate that the game was in the afternoon. Now I have nothing to look forward to in the evening. It is going to be a long night. Tomorrow’s game is also in the afternoon. Guess I will be reading more of Dostoevsky.
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