I have been sleeping on and off all day. I think the increase in my mood stabilizer is causing me to feel really tired. Only thing that I have done today is go pick up my prescription. I am planning on taking a much needed shower but haven’t worked up enough energy yet. Funny how I don’t do anything and I run out of spoons so quick.
I still have been procrastinating this paper that is floating around in my head. The reason why I have been putting it off is because I know it is not going to be a long paper. It might be a page or a little more, if I stretch it out. I know I am going to write more about what I know than what I don’t.
Today was pretty warm and we are currently having thunderstorms. I love thunderstorms. I used to walk in them when I was able to walk. I miss walking in the rain. I really miss walking. People take it for granted until they have an injury. I have a permanent injury and I doubt I ever will be able to walk more than a few blocks when I used to be able to walk miles.
I really hate being this tired. I know part of it is the depression. I even lost interest of being on the computer. I go on but I don’t do anything. I scroll on FB but I hardly click on my game rewards. My neighbors are not doing the same missions as I am. I have gotten so behind because I really just play once a day. Some days I don’t even do that. I have lost interest in so many things. I hardly read the books that I have started. I tried going back to “Far From The Tree” but it doesn’t hold my interest for long. I think if I am still this way in June, I’ll go to the hospital like my psychiatrist wants. Maybe it will snap me out of this funk.
The first openly gay player in football has been drafted by the Rams. I wonder how that is going to go. One of my friends from high school predicted he would be 254 and he was really selected as 249.
One of my favorite players from the Nebraska Huskers got picked to the NY Jets. Too bad he is playing for a sucky team. He is such a good player.
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