midnight demons are back

Midnight demons are at it again, though it isn’t necessarily midnight right now. I just feel so low all I want to do is hide from the world. I still feel sick so I have tripled my vitamin D. I just can’t help but feel like it’s my antibiotic protection at this point because I know if I go to the docs they are just going to say viral infection and can’t help me anyways. I still feel out of breath at times but that can be contributed to my weight. I can come up with any excuse.
I had a rough night sleeping. Kept on having weird dreams and such. I hate feeling so crappy. I really want to take a nap but I know that will mess up my sleep cycle more. I’m trying to make this at least a page while listening to Mary Chapin but I don’t think I can pull it out.
Ankle is hurting. I really need to clean my room but I don’t want to. I just get so overwhelmed.
After tomorrow the writing project will decrease. I am kind of happy about it. It just will be writing as usual. I still will be blogging but seeing as I have the writing challenge it will be more. I have been writing two blogs, one the challenge the other a more personal one about my struggles.