What We Ain’t Got
This song was ruminating in my head today. I hope you will take the time to watch it. It’s by Jake Owen.
I stayed up later than I should have last night but that wasn’t the plan. I was hurting because my ankle was jerking, literally. I then woke up around 0530 because of pain. I can’t run away from it. It’s dragging me down like there is no tomorrow. They say that if you have your health, you have everything. I once had it and somehow I lost it through no fault of my own.
The song talks about regret. And how we all want what we ain’t got. It’s a sad song but it touches me. Makes me think.
I have been sleeping on and off today. I just am so tired. I think it is because I got my menses today. I am going to try and shower today. I didn’t shower yesterday because I didn’t feel like it. But I did brush my teeth. I have been trying to brush my teeth more often. Some days it works, and others it doesn’t.
I no longer have paper for my printer. I used it all when I printed the SSF (suicide status form). It’s the latest version and I wanted to check it out.
Damn it. My foot is doing the jerking again. Going to have to take some medicine to quite it down. Guess editing it out for today. I was going to call the doc today and tell him about this but it’s too late to call now. I’ll try tomorrow.